A Happy New Year

Life is all about having fun! Do what you want, be who you are. Life is too short to care about what someone else think about you. I will find something I love, and someone I love this year. I am lucky that I always have great people around me. I love my life, I gotta enjoy it more :)

Damn

I had a good time with them last weekend. Since then, I thought about John a lot. Maybe I am getting like him. He seems nice, very calm and he knows Japanese culture a bit. I thought we gonna be more close to each other and I expected to be, but probably I was wrong. He doesn't say anything what he wants or maybe he wants nothing from me. And the timing is really bad. He ask me to come over when I can not make it, and when I wanna see him, he doesn't wanna see me. So which means not gonna happen anything between us, doesn't it? I wasn't sure if I am ready for next relationship before, I mean still I am not sure, but I thought I would try this time. But looks like it doesn't work, already? Seriously? We're not even started. I am very dissapointed now. I need someone who I care and cares about me, someone who next to me all the time. Omg I'm having PMS at the moment. Go away!!!

AWESOME

I've been lived this place only 2weeks, I have to find a place to live, AGAIN. The guy who lives with me is such a pain. He annoys me very much. He is making dramas to get attention from me. Come on, we are JUST housemate and I don't even know him. I think he expected something else. NO F**KING WAY! I don't want any problems, I don't need any dramas, you know? Thank you for telling me you want another housemate. I was thinking the same. I don't wanna live with a creepy annoying guy anymore. I am happy to moving out. But you know what? You can not find "a good housemate" who you want. I am telling you. It is IMPOSSIBLE.