Bye!

After the tyhoon.. I went to another shopping mall with Tony. I bought some souvenirs for my friends and customers. I supporsed to buy something for Kaito but he said goodbye to me last night. So I didn't buy anything for him. He sounded like an annoying girl to me. He tried to test me. I gave up on him. He was not the guy for me. 

Philippines!

I'm in Maynila, Philippines now. I'm here for scuba diving but unfortunately a big tyhoon is coming so I can not do that this time. I will be back the best season between March and May one day! Actually it isn't that bad than I expected. 

Got lost

What a boring my life is.. I've been staying with Kaito for about 2months. I just go to work and go to his place everyday, nothing else. What am I doing here? I was here for save money for go to Canada before, but now I don't know why I am here for? I'm not blaming him, it's not his fault at all. I just got lost. If I really like him, I should stay with him as much as I want. If I don't, I should stay by myself and do what I really want to. Otherwise life is too short to waste of time, isn't it? And I'm not enough to be with someone yet. I'm not ready for it. I'm not good at having a bf yet. I can not control myself and anything else! ..I'm not sure if I really want to stay with him instead of go to Canada.