Empty

I've been thinking about you all the time lately. I can not tell you this anymore, so I write down my feelings on here. I feel so empty, I have no energy to do anything. But I have to look on the brighter side and go ahead with my original plans. It's pretty tough, I wanted you to be with me more longer. I didn't realize that I like you this much. I know it's too late, but I should've done well when I was your girl. I'm not strong enough to be alone. I am sad.

A beautiful day!

Miho and I went to Kona to have lunch today. Our stomach were not very well, but we had a bit heavy ones.. After that we went to Omaezaki to have a cup of coffee. 

And then I went to a hair salon to get my hair colours done. We did nothing special but I had a good time with her :) Thanks! x

Aw

I came back from Philippines last Thursday. I decided to never contact with Kaito again when he said goodbye to me. Because it's not happy for both of us if we always have conversations like that. So better to leave. I really think so. But at the same time, I feel very lonely. I miss him so much and I'm waiting for him to contact with me every second. I know he wouldn't do that, but I hope he also misses me at least just a little bit.