It's gonna be Kaito's birthday in 20minutes. I prerared a birthday cake for him and I've been waiting his call for 4hours. I wanted celebrate his birthday on time, that's why I took a off tonight. I am getting sad. I shouldn't have taken a day off tonight.
He went to Ishigaki island last Saturday. When he told me he is going there, I was so jealous. Because we talked about going there together one day, but he decided to go there without me. I thought he doesn't have consideration for me. And I saw his timeline on line, he seemed very enjoyed. I've never seen he is enjoying that much with me for these days. So I was sad. I mean I'm happy for him, but I was like what I'm staying with him for? I didn't get any phone calls or messeges from him while he was travelling. I lost my confidence to staying with him. After came back from the trip, finally he called me and we caught up. He was very smiling, he seemed super happy. It made me smile too. I am very happy about it. And he gave me some souvenirs. One was a sticker that different colour of his, and the other one was a pair of coaster that we can use his place. I didn't expect that sweet ones. I thought he doesn't care about me. I didn't wanna any souvenirs, I just wanted some feelings from him. So that was lovely. Thanks for thought about me even when you are travelling. Your smile makes me so happy :) I hope he is smiling all the time staying with me. He is sleeping like a dead person with a big snoring now. Welcome back! xox
Don't worry, be happy, everything is gonna be alright.