I've been having uneasy days lately, because of the young guy. I'm not gonna do anything to him, I mean I'm not able to do anything to him any more. Because he hates me or he doesn't care about me any more, that's why I'm too dumped at the momemt. But I don't like myself like this, so I've been trying to have fun and be happy as much as I can. We all staff were off on last Tuesday. Went to Tsumagoi to have some fun together :) It was super fun!