Time does fly.

It has been almost 2 years since I came back to Japan.

Many things have changed!

I had been in a relationship with this one guy even after I came back. And I visited him in Summer 2013 and then...we broke up. Long distance relationship was not for him. He wasn't worth loving and caring about anymore.

Fall in 2013, I returned to my university and started working on my graduation thesis. At the same time, I started talking to one sweet, smart and funny man... He came to visit me in the winter all the way from CA. We spent a week together. It was a fun and lovely time!!

Since then, we are in a long distance relationship which I once decided not to do anymore. I didn't think that I could keep that kind of relationship again because of my ex. I thought it was hard to believe him when we were far apart.

But he was not same as my ex. He was different. He always cared about me even when he was busy working, schooling and etc. So I could believe him.

After I graduated from my university, I started working in my hometown. And this summer, I went to see him. I met his daughter (Yes, he is a single father!), family and friends. They were all nice and they welcomed me with big smiles. I got along with his princess easily. The next day of my birthday, He gave me another present...it was a ring. And he proposed me on his knee! It was the happiest moment in my life. My fiance is the best man ever!!

Now we are engaged :) My engagement ring on my finger always makes me feel his love. We are planning to get married in 1 or 1.5 year. This December, he is gonna come to meet my parents...as our first step to marriage! It wouldn't be easy to be with him but... we will make it and make a happy family!!!

帰国して1週間。

もうそろそろ日本に慣れてきた。

最初の3日間くらいは逆カルチャーショック受けまくりで、みんなが日本人で日本語を喋ることに違和感。

そしてすべてがちっちゃい!!!
牛乳パックも車も人も超ちっちゃいー!!!

でもやっぱりキレイだよねこっちは。

デパートのトイレのハイテクさ、神。

そして気がきく。
コンビニの袋にはウェットティッシュが忍ばされていたのよー感動。
レジではいちいち品物の値段をいいながら打ってるのー。
アメリカならそこは世間話か無愛想だよ。

こんな感じで
最初は外国人気分だった。

そしてすっごくアメリカに帰りたかった。ぼーっとして、考える事は向こうでの生活。逆ホームシック。

痛いくらいの日射しや広すぎる空...

すごくエモーショナルで、向こうにいる彼を困らせたりもしたな。

でも大切な家族と過ごして
大好きな友達とスカイプして
New aupairから子どもの写真もらって
だいぶ元気がもどってきたよーーー♥

はやくまたアメリカに行けるように
バイトがんばるぞーーーーーーぃきらきら!!きらきら!!

目指せ来年の春!!にこ

大好きなグリフィス天文台からの夜景♡







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