THIS IS IT | I think therefore I am

I think therefore I am

我思うゆえに我あり

today I went to a movie with my friend

the movie's called "THIS IS IT"...


I think therefore I am

as everyone knows, the movie is about Michael Jackson's last concert should have been performed in the previous July

but...it just only a dream that will never come true...forever...


just only a few people know that I was a fan of him, a huge fan

I was really really wanna go to his concert when he came to my hometown...

but since I was so young, my parents didn't allow me to do so...


and today, when I can do everything by myself, why it just only the movie? why?

there's just a little contradiction in my mind...

I thought that how great there will be if he can perform this concert as planned, not just only on the movie like this...I mean...the real MJ on the stage!

but in the same time, I just thought that how lucky I have, to see the concert that will never come true since he passed away, even if it's on the movie...


I saw people crying during the movie...

many people whimpering, as they don't what anybody to know that they are crying

many scenes on the movie remembered me about the old days when I was young, when I was a big fan of him

it makes me know how great the artist he is...

how huge the scale of the concert was...

how serious the production had been done...

and now I know why people around the world scream for him, and cry for him...


when he was alive, some people critisized about the way he lived...

but when he passed away, many people cry for him...

why the real stars always end up their lives in tragedy? why?


he was the first class artist...

he was the brilliant performer...

he was the great entertainer the world have ever had...


God Bless You...

Michael Jackson, King of Pop


and...

Long Live the KING...forever