these days i feel stressed. i dont know what i shud do. it is uncomfortable living in dorms, relationships with people around me is kind of complicated. i really wish i had a best friend. i do have a lot of friends around me but when i have problems with something i dunno who i shud talk to.. i feel lonely here and i just want to go back home. i dont like my school i wish i could quit. i feel bored most of the time. i miss my family and friends back home. im usually out and enjoy hanging around with my friends but these days im just in my room all day. i wish i had a goal in my life. i dont know what im doing here and why im here. i dont know why i break into tears. i always smile and pretend im totally fine but im not. i wish there was a person who wud understand me... i dont like myself because im being negative with everything these days. i know im not a person like that usually but its just that.. im feeling really stressed these days and i dont know what i shud do....
just received all my purchases from Korea. look at all these face masks
i havnt counted yet but im pretty sure there are more than 100. Pearl, sake, tea tree, cucumber, rice, honey, acerola, aloe, potato, pumpkin (my favorite
).....etc there are sooooooo many kinds of them. Koreans seem to care a lot about their skin and theres cosmetic shops everywhere.
i usually dont wear lipstick or lip gloss but i found a nice one. i think it was like 3500 yen. a bit expensive but i really like the color. i will put this on a special day
i was reading Vivi (my favorite magazine) the other day nd my favorite model was using this so i decided to buy them too. this was the first time to buy sth at RMK. the one on the left is cream foundation and the one on the right is a make-up base. iv used it only once so far but i will use them on a special day too
i really enjoyed my stay in Korea. I hope I can go there again. next time i go there il hav to bring a bigger luggage or i wont b able to take all my stuff back home!