So.
This last week was kind of...cathartic.
Cut my hair short , this look represents quite fully the current me. At least that's what they say, and I pretty agree.
Went to Miyavi's gig on Sunday, and it was absolutely brilliant and just AWESOME. Seriously. Best show ever, the audience also was pretty good, loads of good energy all around, just what I needed since I was pretty drained out.
Went totally blonde just to find out I don't like myself as a blondie 
. I'm not a blonde at heart, too bad. But going blonde was necessary, it was like getting a plain canvas to start it all over again (and by the way I had to do it in order to find out I don't like it, am I wrong? That's my policy in life, it's always been and it will always be). Now I can die my hair any color I like, symbolically now I can leave the past behind and start off something completely new. Which leads me to the third and fourth steps:
I eventually managed to cut off the boundaries with a person I'm no longer interested in actually saying it;
I'm going to be in H. next month, I even booked my flights already.That's all I guess.
Ah, well, I took part in this photo contest organized by Metro newspaper, you know, the one you get for free on buses and in the tube and stuff. I know I'm not gonna win, but who cares, it's still another way to show my works to a larger audience, not bad at all.
I'm currently reading "Siddharta" by H. Hesse for the second time, first time was when I was barely 16-17 and I didn't like it, I mean, the guy spends all his life leading monk's life first and then figuring out that it's not worth his effort and sacrifice and that maybe it's better to live it up to the fullest instead of wasting time thinking and wondering the hidden meaning of things without actually knowing anything of the real world, and in the end he finds out you can be satisfied and at peace even being a fisherman and spending all your time by the riverside. I mean. What's that intelligent in such a discovery? But maybe now I can appreciate it better, or it might just give some interesting cue.Just remembered that I still have my hundreds pictures from Berlin to work on, shit two months already
Cheers
