zoo etc

hihi. went to the zoo yesterday. there were special brownies and booze. that zoo sucks so it's necessary lol. i went with Josh and we met up with a bunch of his friends and just walked around until closing. Paul was rolling so he kept getting lost and generally having no idea what was going on. and there were so many people there omg. we had to park way way way in the back of this huge parking lot. but we got rides to and from my car so it wasn't so bad.



then Josh and i went to Carl's Jr. haha. fats.

i wanted some gum so we went to Walgreens where we met up with Kaylan, Lee, and Lini and they were buying up all the 50 cent chocolates lol. then we went to Kaylan's house and played a game of monopoly and just sat around and smoked. Josh and i left early and just laid around and talked and napped at his house. i didn't leave until like 8 in the morning. though i wish i didn't because it's suppose to snow this whole weekend starting tonight so now i don't know when i'll see him next. boo. it's the middle of March. why is it snowing? the last couple days have been sunny and beautiful and now... snow. (￣へ ￣ 凸 how frustrating. on my last days of spring break even. fuck.

also, i'm going to stop saying Josh and i are doing well. everytime i think that, we have a big fight the next time i see him. lol. shoot. we had a huge fight over yogurt and then another over a phone call. both extremely ridiculous and unnecessary. it's probably because my "monthly gift" is here, but... still. every. time. (｀・ω・´)

tried to post this earlier...

my baby~ just becauseee...

how is everyone? i am ok. things are going better.... i think. i don't want to jinx it. (｀ε´)

i got the results for my Chemistry test back. i did much better this time... i am so relieved! i think it is all thanks to my lab partner. i wish there was a way i could thank her properly. but yay! i may actually pass Chemistry!

Saturday i went to eat Japanese with my mom. it was the best. i have been craving Japanese food for a long time now... but now i want more it was so good! i feel like i am eating too much lately though... ugh. i need to get that shit back under control. like today i ate chicken strips/fries at IHOP and i ate half of Josh's pancakes as well! argh! i think i just need to stop eating out. portions are way too big.

Josh and i have been doing so well lately. it's amazing. i didn't think it was possible for me to care about and love someone like i do him. i often just think about my life after college and he is always there in my future, even though i know there is a chance we might not even be together then. i know this is very sappy... but i can't help but say something. he's really perfect for me, and i like to think i am perfect for him too!

bought a few things recently... here's a couple i really like (^ε^)♪


these are so cute! they are Juicy, but i got them cheap from the base. i wanted some nice sunglasses for my drives to school in the morning. the sun is in my eyes the whole time basically. they have a cute little bee on the ear piece. i love bees! yea, i know, oversized sunglasses are so trendy, but bite me. i like them.


this bag! it's a Coach, which i normally don't like, and it was rather pricey, but it's really the perfect bag. i don't think i will buy another purse for a long while... and if i do, i will probably just end up going back to this purse eventually anyway.

i'm sorry. this entry is all over the place, i know. i am very tired, but i had the urge to post something. byenow.

weekend~

omgosh. it's been awhile. sorry! i've been keeping busy really. and if i'm not busy then i'm too exhausted to do anything!

let's see... this weekend was fun mostly. on Saturday i finally got to spend some time with my best friends. i haven't seen them in months. Johnny, Tyler(his boyfriend), Andrew and my mom and i went to go see the Alice in Wonderland movie in 3-D. it was kinda bad really. i much prefer the cartoon version. idk. American McGee's Alice is still my favorite Wonderland world though! after that we all went to eat at Chili's. apparently the chicken/bacon/ranch quesadilla no longer comes with a salsa/ranch dipping sauce, but the waitress was sweet and made some for me when i asked about it. i love the mango iced teathere. yum! after that my mom went home and then the rest of us went bowling. i lost every game! i can only bowl a 60 average. terribad. it was fun though. then we stopped in the middle of a game to go buy some booze and just played drinking games the rest of the night.i didn't really even get buzzed which is surprising because i'm such a lightweight. ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ then Sunday i had to get up earlyearly and go meet my lab partner at school. we studied Chemistry for like four hours. after i got home i just passed out for the rest of the day. i was so very exhausted. i am often lately. i don't know why. （ｉДｉ）

i made a 76 on my Japanese test. only 3 points above the average which i am not pleased with but having Chemistry and all i devote all of my study time to it. i'm really glad i didn't get to enroll in any more classes. i'd be failing all of them for sure. i just can't wait to get Chemistry out of the way. i hate it so much.... there is a test on Thursday night. i don't feel ready for it at all. i really wish i understood it better. i study so much and still feel like i get no where on understanding it better. it's so frustrating.

time for sleep i think... i might add more to this later.

yawn

ew this picture makes my legs look short and fat but they're not.

anyway today was nice. though i ended up not going to class. i was just not in the mood for it. i only missed Japanese class and i don't think we were doing anything important anyway... don't worry. it won't become a habit!

i obviously went to see Josh today with it being his birthday and all. his mom gave him money to go buy his own present lol. so we went to GameStop and he bought Demon's Souls which looks really fun but hard~ we also watched the first two episodes of Weeds. it looks pretty interesting so far. but then again i am really into those over the top drama+comedy shows. it was rather uneventful besides that but i still had fun. he is always such good company and i'm glad i got to spend today with him.

my mom wants me to go to an NBA basketball game tomorrow. i really don't want to but eh... the whole family is going and we already have the tickets. i should go then shouldn't i? i just really hate basketball! i would be so bored. i guess we will see.

ok goodnight ヽ(゜▽、゜)ノ

tireddd

hihi. seems like it's already been such a long day but it's only 2pm. i am so exhausted... but i learned a lot today so i guess it is ok.

not much has been happening. i have been trying to study more so i can actually understand Chemistry. i did VERY poorly on my first exam but there is a chance to make up that exam at the second exam so i'm really trying to dedicate myself to get a better score. i don't want to have to take the class again! it's so horrible! luckily my lab partner is very good at understanding it so she helps me. she's great! i honestly don't think i'd have a chance to pass the class without her. sometimes i can help her too so it works out... (´∀｀;)

Josh's birthday is tomorrow. he doesn't want me to get him anything so... i'm not. but only because i don't really have the money to anyway. i hope his family gets him something though. something he actually wants. they always get him stupid, cheap gifts he has no use for. he doesn't mind though. in my opinion his family just doesn't seem to care enough... it makes me so sad and kind of angry. i hope i can at least take him somewhere for a birthday dinner.

it is suppose to snow Friday. i am so sick of snow! (｀ε´)... bah. maybe it won't be too much.

well i am going to nap since i am sosoSO tired... then i'm going to try to be productive and get some homework done! wish me luck~

i apologize for the boring entry... try to have a good day~