payday
today was payday.
im in good mode on payday.
maybe everybody is.
i can stand the behavior of some rude students.
basically i dont though.
i dont wanna teach them anymore
if they behave as if i made a mistake
even though the students make a mistake..
i also hate to be insulted.
i'm smarter, much smarter than just-high school students.
i, i quit. i wanna quit. just i need to be paciant till Feb.
i'll leave the cram school.
by the way, today was payday,
and tomorrow is also payday.
i'm gonna get some money(5000yen)
cause i checked some japanse essay the international students wrote.
what am i gonna get..
maybe sit com.
but i haven't decided what i should get.
lost, prison break, the O.C...
maybe lost and prison break, rental is enough.
i mean, i dont think i need to buy them.
they are kind of scary for me.
i dont think i watch them million times.
the O.C.,, people who watched it says they are good.
but i'm afraid its not enough fun for me,
or what if english is not as difficult as i expected..
i like to see movies with difficult english.
by watching them million times. i feel my english is developing..
which makes me happy.
maybe, i should go to video shop
and rent some dvd(lost and the o.c.) and
try seeing them to know whether i can enjoy them or not.
payday payday..
i like payday. everybody does.
i've gotta keep the deposite book tomorrow.
nursing home
take a course to be a techer
and today went to a nursing home.
i havent talked with old pople so i was nervus.
actually more nervus than i thought
so that i felt my mouth dry and when i got home, so exhausted.
first, the staff told me some problems about nursing homes.
such as salary, some errors in design.
basically, the staff said when buisiness is bad,
more people want to work for a nuusing home.
now buisines is becoming better little by littel
so many people want to work for a company, not nursing home.
she also said the salary is not enough.
now the number of the old people are increasing,
which means more staffs are neede at nursing homes.
she said the government should pay more money
so that more pople want work for a nuring home.
she also showed some errors in design.
for example, at the sink, mirrors are set at high place
so that people who use a wheel chairs can't see their face on the mirror.
i was also surprised that the toilet paper obtacle the movement of the handrail.
the goverment pay money for the nursing homes,
but they should understand what old people really want.
the design itself is good but they are not easy to use.
that's what i realized and i thought while looking around.
i was also impressed by the other staffs there.
they are young. some of them are around my age,
and they are so independent.
i realized that college students, me and friends around me, were spoiled.
we went to college two or three times a week, sometimes even cut the class.
sometimes do part time job to earn some money to hang out...
(some of my friends and i earn money to pay utilities.)
the staff there work with speed and address,
and earn money not only to hang out but to pay the cost of living
even though some of them are younger than me.
they are 18 or so...
in the afternoon, i helped with calligraphy club.
and there i talked with some old ladies.
(it was my first time to talk with old poeple today)
i enjoyed it.
will talk to old people tomorrow
cause i didn't talk much today..
future
i'm afraid what the future of japan is gonna be.
bullying.
many students hate study.
i worked for juku today as usual.
and i was surprised that the english teacher at school was awful.
i mean, his or her explanation, it was completely helpless for students.
if the teacher explain in that way, the students can't underestand.
in japan, students don't want to study the least among students of five cities,
beijing, sowel, london, washington dc and japan.
now japan has 120,000,000 and can't feed the population without technology.
i mean, japan don't have enough land to grow plants and food.
yesterday, i thought people are blaming school or teachers too much.
but i changed my mind, and somtimes, they are right.