SINCE 2013
I find it hard to accept that three entire years have passed already... It feels like yesterday I was here.
I don't study Japanese anymore either so I've felt ambivalent toward using this as practice for something I will never learn... At first there was no course after my first one ended, and so I had to re-take the first course again, and well that's how far I have ever come.
I lose motivation, sometimes it goes up very fast then it disappears slowly.
And I don't like to travel, so I'm sure I will never speak fluent Japanese...
I kind of miss it though. But... is it worth all the effort? o(；△；)o
I don't know, things are just going downhill year by year... I don't think I do a lot except writing on novels and playing video games.
Currently playing Dark Souls 3, and it has been fun so far with the exception of Pontiff Sulyvahn... That boss was (at least for me) very hard to read and know when to attack. I hadn't raged in the entire game before I met him, somehow I kept cool all the way up to him. I had told myself not to summon on my first playthrough, but I was getting really annoyed after a while and it took the fun away so I summoned for help and we beat Pontiff together. I came to Aldrich right afterwards and still haven't beaten him. Something about bosses with homing projectiles and magic are harder for me, just like Rom in Bloodborne...
I don't study Japanese anymore either so I've felt ambivalent toward using this as practice for something I will never learn... At first there was no course after my first one ended, and so I had to re-take the first course again, and well that's how far I have ever come.
I lose motivation, sometimes it goes up very fast then it disappears slowly.
And I don't like to travel, so I'm sure I will never speak fluent Japanese...
I kind of miss it though. But... is it worth all the effort? o(；△；)o
I don't know, things are just going downhill year by year... I don't think I do a lot except writing on novels and playing video games.
Currently playing Dark Souls 3, and it has been fun so far with the exception of Pontiff Sulyvahn... That boss was (at least for me) very hard to read and know when to attack. I hadn't raged in the entire game before I met him, somehow I kept cool all the way up to him. I had told myself not to summon on my first playthrough, but I was getting really annoyed after a while and it took the fun away so I summoned for help and we beat Pontiff together. I came to Aldrich right afterwards and still haven't beaten him. Something about bosses with homing projectiles and magic are harder for me, just like Rom in Bloodborne...
Wednesday
On Friday I am graduating from school... but not really, since I'll still go there...
It's a complicated situation. (｀ε´)
but I'll be in special school. (｀・ω・´)
So many activities this week and last week!
I am exhausted ( ￣っ￣)
I am looking at camera lenses...
I really want a new one. Perhaps a wide-angle lense or a telescopic zoom?
What will I use most? (￣＾￣)
I want to take artful pictures. Because I like aesthetics. Like these fabulous pictures:
Taken by Kyle Thompson and Marissa Bolen
But I don't have a lot of friends that are willing to model for me(´∀｀)
Ah well maybe because I never ask huh...... fufufufu
It's a complicated situation. (｀ε´)
but I'll be in special school. (｀・ω・´)
So many activities this week and last week!
I am exhausted ( ￣っ￣)
I am looking at camera lenses...
I really want a new one. Perhaps a wide-angle lense or a telescopic zoom?
What will I use most? (￣＾￣)
I want to take artful pictures. Because I like aesthetics. Like these fabulous pictures:
Taken by Kyle Thompson and Marissa Bolen
But I don't have a lot of friends that are willing to model for me(´∀｀)
Ah well maybe because I never ask huh...... fufufufu