Test results
The Japanese oral + number + hearing tests yesterday went kind of... bad (T▽T;)
I'm so disappointed at myself.
I'm only average... I want to be better. I want to have more knowledge in Japanese than everyone else...
Maybe I feel like that because I'm two years older than everyone else.
(/TДT)/
The last hearing test went so good... I got 100% correct! It boosted my confidence, but now it's all gone again...
I'm 20 this year. Other people my age have jobs, flats or maybe they study abroad. Me? Noo, I'm too socially awkward to work and I've been studying here for four years and I won't be graduating for another year.
What's wrong with me? Why do I fail at everything? Why can't I be like everyone else?

I'm so disappointed at myself.
I'm only average... I want to be better. I want to have more knowledge in Japanese than everyone else...
Maybe I feel like that because I'm two years older than everyone else.
(/TДT)/
The last hearing test went so good... I got 100% correct! It boosted my confidence, but now it's all gone again...
I'm 20 this year. Other people my age have jobs, flats or maybe they study abroad. Me? Noo, I'm too socially awkward to work and I've been studying here for four years and I won't be graduating for another year.
What's wrong with me? Why do I fail at everything? Why can't I be like everyone else?




