bad request

so my past week sucked pretty bad (ﾉ_･｡)

is it going to be any better this week?















.......kai i miss you alot(/ω＼)

toasty

so i just went to look at visunavi
one of the ads got my attention and i clicked on it....


http://eco-smoker.jp/

















(￣Д￣；；

i cant be your sister, do not think of me~

so last night me and mom were cleaning out old files and stuff.
i found something a bit embarrasing.....
pictures of me in high school and middle school (ﾉ_･｡)
i look at this and think....wow i've changed!
my hair used to be down to my waist and now its barely past my shoulders and layered...
like a dozen more piercings than when i was in high school and three tattoos....
wow......(ﾉ_･｡)























dont mind the girl with the blue jacket. that was one of the people i knew in high school.

cT~T

i feel rather dumb right now
my friend and i are talking bout malice mizer and i was looking up pictures
i came across one of kami i really like and showed her and started talking bout kami
i ended up crying......
everytime i think about kami i either hold back from it or end up crying a bit....
i cant help it.....
kami-sama........ (sigh)
god i miss that man playing the drums so badly

phoenix down

so i woke up to rush down stairs and take care of my degu cause my mom's a moron and was gonna do the wrong thing and kill her for real -_-'

they still havent given me the internet back yet and therefore am still in a slow connection from doom.....

i really dont feel like cleaning anything of what im supposed to up

fuck them. they dont deserve me helping them if they're gonna treat me like this.





i went to the post office finally and got my moran cd.

once i get to go to japan im gonna take all my brand-x card thingies.... i swear i have enough almost to get a discount -o-'





i want dictator......badly.....