Dear soul-mate;

This is my letter to Mr. Right, assuming that I've met him just now.

. (I'm doing this just for fun.......a little bit serious though..)

Finally, we have found one another. I have been waiting for you for a long time, around three years. Why didn't you show up earlier? I have been so lonely for such a long time. I have been at a loss. I felt incomplete and lost without you; I felt as if something was missing from my life. I had to overcome many difficulties by myself as I waited for your love. But I feel stronger now knowing that I didnt give up hope.

I had almost given up on meeting you. There were times when I was desperate to find someone as a substitute for you. I was desperate to find someone to love me. But this ended up making me feel emptier. I knew that in my heart I deserved the best, I deserved you! There were times when I almost choked up with tears as I watched other couples exchanging tenderness. But even at my darkest, loneliest times, I forced a smile because I believed deep in my heart that someday I too would experience that same tenderness. I am not blaming you for this lonely time; I only wish that you had come into my life sooner.

Finally, you have arrived. When I first noticed you, all my sadness evaporated and I felt peace. I felt a lump in my throat, almost bringing me to tears. But this time, those tears were from totally, complete happiness. I think it is fate that brought us together. This act of fate by the universe kept me wating for such a long time. In our early moments together, I savored this happiness to the max. You, us, were worth waiting for. You complete me and now I can cherish you every day.

You are the person I have longed. Your facial expressions, your warm eyes, the way you speak, your face, your warm heart-everything about you-is perfect for me. I was right in that I didn't lower my standards in my search for Mr. Right. I was patient and that patience has paid off, I have you! You are the exact person as I described in my notebook so long ago. I can't help resisting the temptation to say that I am the happiest person in the world now.

Can't get this man out of my head!

I met him last month at a gathering. He sat next to me so wa had a chat. I found out while chatting with him that we are in a similar industry; I felt close to him immediately.

When I first met his eyes, I had a hunch that I might like him. His eyes and his smile are all cute. I found myself drawn to the way his teeth shine when he smiles. Why can I resist loving him?

Yesterday, I met him again, though it wasn't just the two of us. Unfortunately, since we were seated apart, we didn't have a chance to talk. The first words we exchanged were "see you."

Anyway, now I am obsessed with imagining the scene of his declaration of his feelings for me. In the scene, he reveals his feelings for me while giving me roses. This kind of "habit" always starts when I begin to adore someone. I know I am a fool to get ahead of myself. But my policy is that a guy has to reveal his feelings first, and all I have to do is just say, "yes" with my blushed cheeks.

I am sure I can write an entire book with only my imagination. I can't stop my creative juices flowing when I am infatuated with somenone.

I'm confused....

I am a little bit confused. Let me tell you about a story from the other day.

I met a woman who has published a book, which has been selling like hot cakes. Her book is about how to succeed as a woman. She wrote it from a woman's perspective while referring to her past experiences. This inspired me, and I wanted to meet her and then this dream came true.

I learned a lot of things from her in our conversation. One is how to use money. Since I am interested in her, I was thinking of taking her lessons. However, when I found out the fees, I was taken aback since they were more expensive than I had expected. Of course, I can withdraw my savings to take the lessons, but there is an obstacle inside that I cannot overcome. Based on my past experiences, I have established my limit of spending, which is really difficult to change. So I told her my feelings frankly saying "Even if I were inclined to take your lessons, I would be unable to do it because of the fees. It's not that I cannot afford it, but I don't have the courage to do it." Her reply to this was: I have spent money on opportunities to communicate with great people, and when you try to strive for a higher level in life you have to spend the appropriate level of money. The reason why the lessons are expensive is that I want you to learn this.

I understand what she means. My understanding is that to be a successful person, you need to invest money in appropriate things and get used to doing things befitting such a level. She also added that since we are deeply affected by our habits (such as financial habits, actions, and so on) even if we have decided to change ourselves inside, we cannot change unless we start with actions. I am 120% sure that this is true.

Even so, I haven't reached my decision. I have to take time to sort out my true feelings.