I'm finally back at home.
My rose isn't blooming anymore, therefor I found lots of small strawberries on my balcony.
Just a few days and so much has changed.
Actually I was looking forward to this day all my life and it started at 1am quite good. Everything went how it should have...
But with the time flowing I puked several time, I got opioid and oxytocin and I had to do some sport. First it looked good, but right before the end everything fell apart, when I was told the head wouldn't go through in that position.
I nearly started to cry and my mom really did. A lot of information gone down on me about caesarean sections all at once. Around 45 minutes after that horror info, my little everything was born!
He's so cut, so big, so perfect. I cried having him in my arms for the first time.
Now I'm eating and I start to feel my feet again. I really hope, everything will be alright.
Thought I wouldn't be able to eat ramen at Iimori for some time, but after my visit at the hospital today, my mother dragged me to the restaurant, mentioning it's not that far away.
It was delicious as always.
Tomorrow will be my next appointment. Let's see what's happening up until than.