Hl my friend how is everything there I just want a hug I don’t want you getting sick or sick I don’t know if I want you or you to get it but I’m just saying if I don’t know how you know what you want me I just don’t want you know I just don’t know how I want to be able I just don’t want you I just don’t want it to happen I just don’t know how it works and I’m just not feeling good and it’s just a feeling that I don’t want it and it’s like it’s a feeling that I’m not in and I know it’s a feeling I just feel like it’s not real I