Today was one of the most unproductive and regretful days in my life.
The root cause would be my unorganized routine of days.
Some days, I put my effort really hard so that I study until three o'clock, but there are some days temptation defeat me and make me lazy whole day.
The repetition of these unorganized routine of days will bring the day that make me completely unfunctional.
And today was the day.
I went to the company at 8: 45 by walking for more than 30 min, and I thought I am capable enough to make my day productive at the time.
From 10:00, there was a usual meeting with manager from each function.
I could not focus on the meeting and asked some random questions, and my question is ramdum enough to give a stupid impression of me.
I was about to be abusive, and deceitful.
Anyway I will strive to glow step by step everyday. And that is the only way to survive in this company.
The root cause would be my unorganized routine of days.
Some days, I put my effort really hard so that I study until three o'clock, but there are some days temptation defeat me and make me lazy whole day.
The repetition of these unorganized routine of days will bring the day that make me completely unfunctional.
And today was the day.
I went to the company at 8: 45 by walking for more than 30 min, and I thought I am capable enough to make my day productive at the time.
From 10:00, there was a usual meeting with manager from each function.
I could not focus on the meeting and asked some random questions, and my question is ramdum enough to give a stupid impression of me.
I was about to be abusive, and deceitful.
Anyway I will strive to glow step by step everyday. And that is the only way to survive in this company.