These 2 days have been the best of my life so far. :3 My boyfriend stayed over at my house for a night. He flew over from North California to LA. Before this there was major drama concerning my mom. -_- Thankfully, it’s completely gone (at least I hope it is).
Before he came I had to clean my whole house(except my parents’ and sister’s room) during Tuesday and Wednesday, because apparently my house is so messy it’s impossible to finish in a day. I totally went crazy because of how much clutter, junk, and dust there was. I got a huge pimple, which appeared in all the pictures I took. T_T; After screaming at roaches flying at me, sneezing when dust would cloud the air, and scrubbing the bathroom with all my might, my house was finally presentable. >_>
On Thursday, I was extremely excited even though I didn’t seem like it. At 1:17pm my bf had arrived but we weren’t there yet, since my sis’ bf was looking for directions. When we came to Ontario Airport there were only a few people and I found my bf sitting all alone. He came in the car and started talking. I dunno why but I was kinda shy and didn’t know what to say. He kept talking though and I kinda felt a little better. :)
After what seemed to be a really long drive to LA, we finally got to the Farmer’s Market. We sat at the foodcourt near the coffee stall/shop thing, and my bf bought my sis’ bf iced coffee while we were waiting. My sis’ bf was weird because he used his finger to stir his coffee and it made us all laugh. We just talked and made random jokes about balls. XD After an hour, my mom finally arrived. She bought my bf something to drink. He asked for an iced tea just to realize that it was unsweetened. We stayed at the donut stall putting sugar and mixing it for a bit. While he was doing that, I had the biggest urge to hold his hand. @-@ I held it the for I think 5-10 seconds. I couldn’t really think clearly because I felt warm and fuzzy. I let go of his hand dazed thinking, “omg…that felt…nice.” I was thinking that for a long time, which was probably why I jumped when my bestfriend surprised me. @-@ Apparently, she wanted to buy lemonade that’s why she was there. My mom asked us if we wanted something else and we said no. She was really pushy so she bought us donuts…er cinnamon rolls. They were HUGE. It was hilarious since my bf who was complaining he was sooooo hungry was overwhelmed by the cinnamon roll. XD After 30 minutes or so, my sis finally arrived. We sat around for a couple more minutes, and my mom was taking pictures of us. =.=; After that, we decided to go around a bit. We went to Victoria’s Secret and I pointed at a really sexy lingerie and told my bf that he should wear that. XD He suddenly said he needed to pee and left me. >_>; He came back when we were leaving the store. We walked around some more and stopped at a shop that sold necklaces and my sister bought a g clef necklace. After that we walked some more… We were a little tired so my bf, bestfriend, and I went to sit down in front of the American Girl doll shop waiting for the rest to come. I was a bit disappointed since my bestfriend sat in the middle of my boyfriend and me. >_>; When the other people came (mom, sis, sis’ bf), we walked to a kosher pizza shop. We ordered pizza and 2 plates of pasta… there was also salad included. That made me giggle a bit because my bf is lactose intolerant. XD The food was really good though and I wanted to eat more but I was full. T_T;
We walked back to the car to go home after eating. During the ride home, I was sitting beside my bf. I wanted to hold his hand again, so i held his fingers…then he moved his hand so we could hold hands properly. I let go of him when I felt my bestfriend looking at us. >< For some reason, I like keeping things private. T-T; My bestfriend was so rowdy. >_> She pushed me to my bf and we were squished by her.
When we finally got home, we waited a bit until my dad left so we could make my bf wear a dress. XD He actually fit one of my sis’ dresses. He’s pretty much lucky since the dress was black and wasn’t that girly. My bestfriend took pictures of him in a dress. XD After that, we watched One Missed Call. My bf and I were under the blanket holding hands. I felt so safe… Like I didn’t care about anything in the world. It felt really strange. I guess I’ve never felt like that before.
After the movie, we just stayed under the blanket holding hands. He was playing with my hands a bit. I fell asleep, and woke up when my bestfriend left the room. I leaned above him. He was smiling at me… I felt a rush of emotions… and I did something on impulse… I kissed him… I suddenly went crazy. @_@ “Why did I kiss him? It was my first kiss… And I kissed him… Isn’t it supposed to be the other way around?” As those thoughts raced my mind, I kissed him again. This time it was longer. I felt like I was melting. He smiled again and I just laid back on the bed feeling happy. After that, I fell asleep again. I woke up 2 hours later and we just cuddled and kissed. At 3am or so, he went out of my room to sleep in the living room.
I woke up at 7 and walked out of my room and saw my bf sitting on the couch. I sat beside him and we started talking. He played with my hands and kissed my cheek. My sis made pancakes and then we sat at the middle kitchen counter and ate. When we were done, my bf placed the dishes in the sink. I hugged his back while he was at the sink and he turned and hugged me.
When my bestfriend woke up we walked to Pizza Hut and bought some for lunch for my dad and other sibling. Then we went and ate at Panda Express and my bf paid for it. >< After that we went home, and just sat by the pool. My bestfriend took pictures while we were there. She left after, so my bf and I just talked.
Then, we went to Diamond Plaza to the crepe place. I walked to the boba store with my bf and bought mango boba and taro boba for us. >w< Then we came back to the crepe place. After that, we went to CUE! and went to two booths. >w< While walking around, my bf pulled me in booths and kissed me. >.< It felt so sweet and cute. >_<
After that, we went to Life Plaza and my bf bought me a Teddy Bear. >.< Then, my sis’ bf came to pick us up so we could drive my bf back to Ontario Aiport. We went home to my house to quickly get my bf’s things. Then i quickly kissed him and turned around, and he said, “One more.” D: So I went back and kissed him a bit longer. After that kiss, I felt like crying. T_T My knees were shaking but we had to run to the airport. On the way there, we both fell asleep and he was hugging my arm. >.>; My bestfriend took a picture of it… When we got to the airport, he went out the door and looked at me for a bit holding his hand out towards me. Then, he walked away, and the car drove off. :(
So, that’s what happened during those 2 days…
Things I realized from those two days:
- Looking back at what happened… makes me feel like so much has happened… but it also makes me feel that I’ve missed so much opportunity to do things with him.
- When I look at him I get this strange yet pleasant feeling. @.@
- Holding hands is different when it’s the person you love. It gives you that warm and safe feeling. <3
- Hugging him feels like it’s so right. :)
- Short and sweet kisses make me feel fuzzy all over… and makes me want to do it again and again. :)
- Long kisses are hot. @.@ They make me feel weak.
- Now that he came… I feel even farther away from him. Even if I talk to him everyday… I miss him being here… I miss holding hands and kissing him… I miss him kissing my cheek. I miss him looking at me and when I’m looking back he’d say a gentle hi. I miss everything about him. T_T
- I love him so much.
- And most of all. He’s the one. I don’t want anyone else. I’ve found what I was looking for and I’m sure of this. :)
