Surrender!!!
How many times do I have to remind myself???
I seem to be stuck again in this self-created madness. Or mudness??? It's deep once you dip yourself into the muddy water. You sink slowly, submerge into the sticky nonsense of yours. You're thinking to yourself,
"Why the hell I'm here? Again(sigh)???"
Yeah, that's what I'm going through, again. Why? I ask. Why again??? I thought I had an epiphany that drove me completely out of the jungle of fear based thoughts!!! Why the hell I'm allowing myself to get there and stay there and camp out whole night again? I don't get it but I did. So it is what it is, just is, so deal with it! Duh.
Well, I gotta say though, I gotta pat on the back. Because I came out of it it. After all, I came out of the complete wild night out. That's a good news. I reminded myself at least that I need to surrender and I'm out now. It's beautiful once you get out of that, you know?
So, surrender. I got stuck because I carried a lot. I put too much pressure on myself and got overwhelmed as a result. I don't need to do that to myself. So I listened. And I stopped. And I let go. Life seems to be the repetitions of those. Whenever you start carrying yourself too much baggage, you gotta drop it. You're advanced if you can drop them all, I smirkingly recommend it. Drop them all. Let go. Be empty handed. Hold nothing. Nada. Adios.
(Breathing out) ahhhhhhhhhh.
Doesn't that feel good??? I don't need to hold anything. I have no obligation! Ha! I don't got nothing to be responsible for! What a bliss! Gotta celebrate! Life's that easy y'all, if you let it.
So people. I'm free as of now. And all of nows.
Present moment is a present from the universe. So be present. Enjoy your present.
And the great news is, you receive your present every moment whether you see it or not. It's happening right now. You get your present forever as long as you're present. Get it? So why don't we all celebrate? With what we've got now.
Love and Blessings to you all.
