I'm talking strictly from my point of view as always.
I just need an urge to tell as true as I can be.
Since I've been aware of wanting to be aligned with the Truth, I can't help but seeing and feeling the mind game players. And actually and unfortunately, the populations of them are quite high. Why?
It seems like it's a norm here. When quite a few numbers of people are doing it, it becomes a common thing, and then they become numb to it, in other words, it becomes their habit. It saddens me because they all pretend that they don't see it and play hide and seek while they all know they're hiding from the truths. Why they have to do that is a mystery to me but even my close ones are doing it like breathing air and it's definitely a contagious and contaminating factor.
When I tune in with my emotions while I'm in this state, I feel that my heart is crying. I'm hurt by this and it hurts me badly. I don't really wanna stay in this place but if I don't feel it, then I don't see it so I won't be able to deal with it. My mind is figuring it out while my heart is bleeding.
With a big sigh, I just breathe out all the burdens so that I don't need to carry them. Okay guys, I'm letting you go.
Am I being trapped and witnessing something from a crack in here? I feel like I'm the only one watching it feeling it and thinking something is wrong in the picture. I just can't pretend to be a lair just to get by. Life has more meaning to it. More to offer if you allow it Or so I believe. Whether the life is beautiful or not is something that you decide. So it's in your hand. It's in your inner matrix. But in order for it to come alive, you gotta state your Truth, darling.
All is well.