Infinite possibilities
Affirmation Day 34
I welcome infinite possibilities. I will receive.
I tend to wait, I've noticed. This has been an unconscious action or non action of mine. My mind is blindly following my undecided consciousness or something. I suddenly find myself passively waiting to receive a go sign, or an audible and visible authoritative permission from somebody or Universe, unconsciously. When this happens, I'm not even aware that I'm waiting. This is like a semi spacey moment that I'm taking for granted. I don't even know what and who I'm waiting for but I'm waiting for something to happen, or someone to nudge me and some incident to push my back.
Then I realize as if I just had an epiphany that why I have been just sitting here and waiting for something to wake me up for so long. Am I waiting for some extravagant fireworks to loudly blow my mind and celebrate my next step? Am I that zoned out to let these beautiful moments just pass me by? Thanks to these ongoing inner dialogues, this is the moment I realize that I've been living like a zombie most of the time! These are the moments I allowed myself to be mindlessly stuck. This is the moment I unconsciously locked myself in in my own prison thinking where my Savior Lord Jesus Christ who would give me a permission to release me. And another "Ah-ha" moment hits in a row. This is the celebratory moment I finally realized that I could allow myself to be free. I was the one who wasn't allowing me! It was me who didn't give me a go sign. I was just sitting and waiting because I have been so out there absentmindedly!!!
What am I struggling for? Why am I doing this to me? Or not doing to me? Why am I not freeing myself??? These are my go to questions. I could go on and on with these blurts and OMG inner chitchat. But good news is that I am realizing it in this moment. And releasing all that. All that that are judging and attacking me just because I wasn't quick enough to pick up on it. I don't want to be drifted anymore. I just want to feel relieved. I want to free myself. I don't want to pressure me anymore. I just want to be free.
There are infinite possibilities in this (Yo)universe. It's up to you to take it or leave it. But before that, you most likely have to realize that they are available for you. So wake up folks! You heard me. If the universe's alarm clock starts buzzing, let's not to push the snooze button and go back to sleep, like Dr. Barbara De Angelis says. Have courage to wake up and get out of your bed, and get on up on your feet and walk on. Infinite possibilities are right before your eyes. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, said Lao Tzu. Why don't we count on this single step and see how the rest of your steps will lead your journey. Walk on, walking on, brave souls. You've got this, it's a piece of cake. Go on with your brave heart. Your infinite possibilities are waiting for you!