Hi.
I’m one of Fatale now.
Tonight I received the request from my friend to translate Kaya’s latest entry, so I wrote this entry on my ameblo.
Sorry for my poor English, and I hope this entry helps a lot of overseas Fatale to understand Kaya’s thought.
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the Fatal Day
http://ameblo.jp/kaya-rose/entry-12101955899.html
「穏やかな陽射しが満ちる決別の日
残酷なこの朝へ いま扉を開けて
ーthe Fatal Day」
“Calm sunshine fills the Fatal Day.
Toward this merciless morning…now I open the door.”
これを書いているのは、12月4日のライブ前です。
今日のライブで、みんなに直接、大切なお知らせをいたしました。
It’s the time before the live on Dec. 4th that I write this entry.
In today’s live, I made a fatal announcement to all Fatale directly.
私はちゃんと喋れていたかな。
ちゃんと真っ直ぐ前を見て、ぴんと背筋を伸ばして、
お話出来ていたかな。
Was I able to talk to you exactly?
Was I able to talk, facing up to the front firmly and straightening myself up?
一年半活動してきたFemme Fataleは、
2016年1月15日(金)渋谷WWWワンマンライブを以って、
解散いたします。
After a year and a half activity, Femme Fatale will disband in our following performance at Shibuya WWW on January 15, 2016.
理由は、先ほどオフィシャルサイトとブログにアップした通り。
The reason is as the latest article of our official site and my ameblo.
「解散しなくても…」と、
友人のミュージシャンに言われました。
A musician of my friends said that we didn’t need to disband for such reason.
確かに、もっと違う形もあったのかも知れない。
Indeed we may be able to come to another conclusion.
でも、
運命を懸けた、Femme Fatale。
こんな状態では続けることは出来ないし、
私達は、このメンバーで「Femme Fatale」です。
But, because we have pinned our fate on Femme Fatale,
We can’t continue it under this situation, and this is just "Femme Fatale" that consists of now these members.
昨年の、ドラマー脱退という大きな波も、
この４人で乗り越えた、大事なメンバーです。
These four are so precious members who overcame the hard billow of the former drummer’s withdrawal.
みんなで話し合い、
連帯責任で、
私達は解散することを選びました。
We discussed this matter together,
took collective responsibility for it,
and chose the disbandment.
これは、私達なりの、けじめです。
This is our way of taking responsibility.
奇しくも、
1/15で活動を一旦停め、製作期間に入るタイミングでしたので、
急ではありますが、この日で解散することにいたしました。
By chance, we get the timing to stop our activity on Jan. 15th temporarily to product and store a lot of songs, so we decided the disbandment on the day despite a sudden decision.
本当はね。
5/2に、とある素敵な会場で２周年記念ワンマンをする予定だったの。
海外公演や、TOURや、多くの計画もありました。
たくさん新曲も作っていたのよ。
To tell the truth, we planned the second anniversary one-man live at a wonderful place.
We prepared overseas live shows, live tours and other many plans.
We composed a lot of new songs.
薔薇が咲く頃に。
新しく生まれ変わったFemme Fataleを、
みんなに見せたかった。
In the next rose season,
I wish I would show you the new birth Femme Fatale.
「見たい景色
見せたい景色があったよ
ーVoyage」
“I wish I would see the scene,
And I wish I would show the scene.”
今後は未定だけど、
今は、残るライブを心込めてやり切ること。
今、やるべきことは、ただそれだけ。
I don’t decide the next activity yet, but all I have to do now is to carry out the rest of our live with all my heart.
「変わり続ける中でたったひとつ
変わらぬ想いを
ーthe Fatal Day」
“I hold an immutable mind in the mutable and transient world.”
愛しい“Fatale”の皆さん、
応援してくれていた皆さん。
スタッフのみんな。
関係者の皆さん。
サポートとして支えてくれた、ふ～みん、大和君。
My dear “Fatale”,
All you who support us,
All staffs and friends,
Fu-min and Yamato as our support member…
Femme Fataleが、
こんな形になってしまって、
お気持ちを潰す結果になってしまって、
本当にごめんなさい。
Really sorry for this result of Femme Fatale falls short of your expectations and hearts.
私は、
何があろうと、
これからも歌い続けます。
Np matter what happens,
I continue to sing.
I will never give up.
I won't stop singing.
Please wait for me.
With love.
Opinión personal
Nunca voy a rendirme.
Seguiré cantando.
Esperenme por favor.
Con amor.
Eu nunca irei desistir
Irei continuar cantando.
Por favor me esperem.
Com amor.
私には、まだ見たい景色がある。
私には、まだ見せたい景色がある。
For me, there is the scenery left I want to see as ever.
For me, there is the scenery left I want to show you as ever.
感謝と、愛を込めて。
誓いを、新たに。
With gratefulness and love,
I renew my oath.
Kaya
「渦巻く黒い雲と吹き荒れる雨の中で
ざわめく不穏なノイズに耳を澄ます
“Under the swirling dark cloud and the raging rain,
I give ear to stirring and threatening noises.
果てない夜へ真っ直ぐに見開いた瞳
嵐の中 運命を天秤にかけて
My eyes opening wide and straight to the endless night
In the storm, weighing my fate in the balance…
あの声を忘れるなと
毎晩自らに問いかける
背中を押す遠いあの日の約束と誓い
咲き誇る薔薇のように
手折られてしまうその前に
艶やかに散って美しいままで死ぬわ
‘Don’t forget the voice.’
I admonish myself every night.
My promise and oath in that distant day encourage me.
Before I’m nipped away like the rose in their full glory,
I fall fascinatingly and pass away remaining beautiful.
私は穢されない
蝕まれても
壊されても
何度でも
この熱だけで生きてゆけるわ
I’m not violated.
If I’m undermined or spoiled,
I can revive again and again only by the passion.
沸き立つように体中の血が熱くなる
もう止まれない
このまま何処までも走るわ
My blood in the whole body is heated as it’s boiled.
I can’t stop
and run endlessly.
遠くまで 何処までも 果てしなく
So far, anywhere and endlessly…
罪も罰も 私が選ぶ
白か黒か 自ら決めるわ
例えそれで 朽ちて果てても
悔いなどないの
I judge either guilt or punishment.
White or black, I judge it myself.
If I fall into ruin as the result, I never regret.
咲き誇る薔薇のように
手折られてしまうその前に
艶やかに散って美しいままで死ぬわ
Before I’m nipped away like the rose in their full glory,
I fall fascinatingly and pass away remaining beautiful.
薄れゆく空と 薔薇色の覚悟
Dusk sky and my rosy resolution
the die has been cast
ーJUDGEMENT-the die has been cast-」
Hi, my dears!
These days, in particular in March and April, were so painful and busy for me because of the problem in my family, and I lost my power to chat or do something with you on the web, sorry.
Now, I have recovered little by little.
So I feel like to write the report about MdM on March 20, though I think it's too late to report and there is no one to need it yet.
But I found a good report about it in English by the link from the official site of MdM.
If you want to know the detail of the live, plz check the following web site.
http://www.rokkyuu.com/live-report/moi-dix-mois-le-dixieme-anniversaire-live-2011-to-2013/
Singing and playing in the live are very exciteing and delightful as ever...
so happy to stand on this stage again.
I tell you an little episode when I heard this revival of MdM.
One day, when I enjoyed angling, I got a call.
The man who called me began to speak without telling his name, so I was irritated a little, cuz my angling went well and I caught many fishes that time.
But I noticed immediately I was well acquinted with the voice...!
The man who had the voice told me that we conflicted each other those days, but he didn't hold a grudge against me cuz the reason of the collision was that we pursued each way of own music seriously.
And finally he asked me to perform on the MdM' 10th anniversary.
Oops...!
This conversation wasn't by telephone but by telepathy!! lol
(Because mana-sama doesn't utter a word at all.)
And...
By consulting my experience, I feel it is a great achievement to continue and maintain one band over ten years.
My last band could exist only two years......
When I was a member of MdM, I called me 'A messenger of darkness alighted from Hell', but today I'm an ordinary man from Tokyo. lol
I already gave up Music, so I want to state this comment as a representative of ordinary people.
From the view point of such person, Moi dix Mois is indeed wonderful and so cool.
This band has an unshakable view of the music world, and there is no other band than MdM to have such concept.
I want to beg every member of MdM to continue this band till the end of the life, so I'll sing again on the stage of 20th anniversary!
All members and fans, thank you, really thank you!!!!"
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This is all comments of Juka on that day.
When he was singing, he smiled again and again as if he had been liberated from an strong pressure.
As he wrote on ameblo, music must have become so heavy burden for him in the last days of VII-Sense.
Indeed he showed a little plaintive expression sometimes during the live, but his smile was exactly lighter than that of him in VII-Sense.
I still hope that he comes back to Music. But...
Is it cruel for him?
Though it may be a few at a time, later I'll reply surelly.
These days, in particular in March and April, were so painful and busy for me because of the problem in my family, and I lost my power to chat or do something with you on the web, sorry.
Now, I have recovered little by little.
So I feel like to write the report about MdM on March 20, though I think it's too late to report and there is no one to need it yet.
But I found a good report about it in English by the link from the official site of MdM.
If you want to know the detail of the live, plz check the following web site.
http://www.rokkyuu.com/live-report/moi-dix-mois-le-dixieme-anniversaire-live-2011-to-2013/
So I report only Juka's MC in the live.
Juka said...
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Singing and playing in the live are very exciteing and delightful as ever...
so happy to stand on this stage again.
I tell you an little episode when I heard this revival of MdM.
One day, when I enjoyed angling, I got a call.
The man who called me began to speak without telling his name, so I was irritated a little, cuz my angling went well and I caught many fishes that time.
But I noticed immediately I was well acquinted with the voice...!
The man who had the voice told me that we conflicted each other those days, but he didn't hold a grudge against me cuz the reason of the collision was that we pursued each way of own music seriously.
And finally he asked me to perform on the MdM' 10th anniversary.
Oops...!
This conversation wasn't by telephone but by telepathy!! lol
(Because mana-sama doesn't utter a word at all.)
And...
By consulting my experience, I feel it is a great achievement to continue and maintain one band over ten years.
My last band could exist only two years......
When I was a member of MdM, I called me 'A messenger of darkness alighted from Hell', but today I'm an ordinary man from Tokyo. lol
I already gave up Music, so I want to state this comment as a representative of ordinary people.
From the view point of such person, Moi dix Mois is indeed wonderful and so cool.
This band has an unshakable view of the music world, and there is no other band than MdM to have such concept.
I want to beg every member of MdM to continue this band till the end of the life, so I'll sing again on the stage of 20th anniversary!
All members and fans, thank you, really thank you!!!!"
---
This is all comments of Juka on that day.
When he was singing, he smiled again and again as if he had been liberated from an strong pressure.
As he wrote on ameblo, music must have become so heavy burden for him in the last days of VII-Sense.
Indeed he showed a little plaintive expression sometimes during the live, but his smile was exactly lighter than that of him in VII-Sense.
I still hope that he comes back to Music. But...
Is it cruel for him?
I don't know.
*****
Though it may be a few at a time, later I'll reply surelly.
Hello, my dears!
Did you enjoy Halloween?
Did you have anything special for today?
Because I'm busy these days, I could have no party and event at all.
Today I went to the Goethe Institut to learn German and studied some texts for a certificate in librarianship.
But, for Halloween, I upload special ones to enjoy this day with you.
These are my favorite chekis of Shaura and KAZ in the special costume!
Shaura wore the costume of Gachapin (japanese TV character).
KAZ wore the costume of Jack (The Nightmare Before Christmas).
Actually I got these chekis on 17 July 2011, so these are not relative to Halloween.
But I think these costume plays match this event.
I'm glad if you are pleased with these chekis!
Especially I love this KAZ.
It's soooooo cute☆
Did you enjoy Halloween?
Did you have anything special for today?
Because I'm busy these days, I could have no party and event at all.
Today I went to the Goethe Institut to learn German and studied some texts for a certificate in librarianship.
But, for Halloween, I upload special ones to enjoy this day with you.
These are my favorite chekis of Shaura and KAZ in the special costume!
Shaura wore the costume of Gachapin (japanese TV character).
KAZ wore the costume of Jack (The Nightmare Before Christmas).
Actually I got these chekis on 17 July 2011, so these are not relative to Halloween.
But I think these costume plays match this event.
I'm glad if you are pleased with these chekis!
Especially I love this KAZ.
It's soooooo cute☆