あさ めが さめて
やっと ベットを でれた
わるい しらせ など なかったから
いつもと おなじように すごしてた
めに うつる できごとが しんじられない
これは ほんとのこと? ぜんぶ ながされて しまった
いま ふあん を かかえ すわってる
あなたが いなくて とてもつらい

わたしには なんにも わからない
ただ すわってることも できない
あなたを まってるだけ
また ぶじに あえるのを
あなたを しんじている から
あなたのために いのる(I'm Praying for you)

わたしに できることは あるの?
あなたを たすけだすこと
もういちど あなたの そばに たつこと
でも わたしは とおい わたしの こころ は ないている
だれかが どこかで ひっしでたすけ
だれかは しんでいる
だいじょうぶとは いえない うそになるから

わたしには なんにも わからない
ただ すわっていることも できない
あなたを まってるだけ
また ぶじに あえるのを
あなたを しんじている から
あなたの ために いのる(I'm Praying for you)

だれが こうなると わかってた?
かれらは たすけられるのを まっている
このがれきの なかから
いっしょに いのろう
てを あわせ
ともに いのろう
おそれないで
ともに いのろう
てを あわせ
あなたを すくうために できるのは
それだけだから



Woke up in the morning
Barely got out of bed
Didn't see the warnings
the day before so i went on ahead
couldn't believe what my eyes have seen
Could this be true? it has all been whiped clean
Now i'm sitting here burried in worry
For your loss, i'm so sorry..


I don't know anything at all
Can't sit here doing nothing at all
Just waiting for you
To be safe again
Cause I believe in you
I'm Praying for you


Is there anything I can do
to help you get through
to help you stand on your feet again
But i'm far away and My heart is crying
cause someone out there is trying
someone is dying
Can't say i'm fine, cause i'd be lying


I don't know anything at all
Can't sit here doing nothing at all
Just waiting for you
To be safe again
Cause I believe in you
Praying for you


Cause who knew
It would be like this
They're waiting to be rescued
from all this mess
let's pray together
hold our hands
pray together
Don't be scared
pray together
hold my hand
it's the least we can do
to help in saving you
For this blog, I'm going to write in English, since i'm not great in Japanese, and this post will contain deep things, please bare with me, use a translator, maybe it'll get through..


As a teacher, you are suppose to guide people through life, you are suppose to help them, tell them they are going to make it, if they put their head into it, do their best, mentor them, " Mentor " means : A wise and trusted counselor or teacher; To act as someone's mentor , so with a teacher's mentoring, a student will succeed.

In school, I'm put in many situations, I used to be a straight A's student, when Iwas younger much younger, but as I got older, you know how teenagers get, whether it's having your first crush and all of that, you lose interest in studying, and your grades drop down unfortunately, which is a big deal since it concerns your future..

There are a couple of students in my class, we're only 7 in my class (the scientific stream 11th grade students) they are supposed to be " the smart ones " in class, trust me, cheating isn't smart, even when I KNEW I'd probably fail a subject, I take it as my own responsibility and go ahead and fail it, cause it's my fault that I didn't study, it's like an automatic thing in my brain, I shouldn't be making grades out of someone else's hours of studies you know?


Anyway, they always talk with one of my teachers about who's gonna bring the highest average next year (TAWJIHI) tawjihi is very important, it's the last year in school and it's hard if you don't study. Anyway, the teacher always says that these couple of students and 2 of my friends will get high grades if they pass, now, a teacher is suppose to lift the spirits and have faith in the students they teach, because their students are like their children, you have to have faith in them, guide them, and encourage them, and never shut them down and think they're too stupid! It does not make sense..


I'm not stupid, I know that if I study, I WILL get a high average, and that's what I'm gonna do, but what kills me is that I'm going to have to make some things wait for me, i'll have to leave somethings.. something that changed me and my life to the better, something called music, I don't know how I'm going to leave you for the time being.. But it will hurt me, but for you, I will do my best in everything now, I will PROVE them WRONG, we'll see who'll get the high average out of real effort and understanding for the things we take, I will do my best, wait for me music, I will come back, wait for me..


As for people who bring me down? We'll see who will prove the other wrong, just wait for it, I promise you, it's an OATH I take right here right now, I WILL DO MY BEST, I WILL GET THE AVERAGE I WANT, I WILL GET THE SCHOLARSHIP, I WILL REACH THE PLACE WHICH I'M WALKING THE ROAD TO! I WILL DO IT, IT WILL HAPPEN! グッド!

よ、みんなさん!こんばんは!
あのー、私は日本語がちょっとわかりますよ!笑
So allow me to write in japenglish?笑 おねがい!(。-人-。)

Just came back from 1st day of second semester in school ( ̄∩ ̄#
ただいま~!つかれた!。・゚゚・(≧д≦)・゚゚・。

Motivation, I decided I'll study really good this semester,
I have been promised of a really great thing if I get good grades !
Speaking of grades, I took my grade certificate, やばい!o(;△;)o

これからがんばるよ!
でも、べんきょうがだいきらいよ!!!!!!!!!Who doesn't? 笑
I have to make something happen, I will do my best, I really should stop slacking off, internet is such a distraction o(TωT ) Music can be a distraction too (´□`。)

どうしよう~・°・(ノД`)・°・

It's okay though! This semester needs more concentration, I will do my best!
ファイト! \(*`∧´)/