I can eat 3 times a day for free and sleep well. And I can enjoy watching Japanese dramas. That's what I am happy about. What am I living for? I can die anytime because I don't want to have my own family or I don't want to live for someone else. It's a joy to be able to watch different dramas or stories.
Believe in God, trust in God
Believe in people, don't shun them away
Hope, don't despair
Love God, love people even babies
Love yourself and forgive yourself
Pray to God and praise God
Respect your parents and people
The best kind of life is to have a peaceful life and to carry nothing.
It was fiesta yesterday. "Virgin Mary of Carmen" so it said.
I attended the mass yesterday. The priest was really funny. He made a lot of funny faces which caused laughter among the audience.
My mom was absent from work so she could attend the fiesta.
I was the first visitor in my aunt's house. I was the first visitor to eat the lechon. I took the crispy parts. It was very delicious and I drank coke. And at the end of the day, I ate 3 pinipig chocolate covered vanilla ice cream. I also ate piatos and clover. In the evening, there was another lechon which was kept hidden from the visitors. I also ate it.
There was baby Austin and his parents and ate Janice and Lolo Joy and EJ and Jed. I did "mano po" to ate Janice and lolo Joy.
I enjoyed my time in tita's room with dodong Lemuel and dodong Greyson, two sons of ate bared. I listened to them talk about call of duty games and grandma game, a horror game. Greyson was playing with the slime. I told him to stop it because it was very dirty. I was called "OA" or overacting by Lemuel. He made a mess in the restroom as the floor was wet. He was scolded by Aika.
Total expenses from the sarisari store of tita's house will be paid in Gcash by mom.
Today I found out that my cousin, the eldest son of tita was sent to rehab, just like how I'd been through. But what they didnt know was that it was okay for him to go to rehab without any pickup (it cost them 15,000 pesos). He is real addict so it should be okay to have him sent to rehab.
I'm still daydreaming about becoming a doctor for the brain.
I eat vegetables and apples
Dear Someone,
Yesterday, I ate white vanilla ice cream and drank coffee macchiato. It's only 39 capsules of both. An additional 15 capsules for the pearls. so 93 pesos all in all. It's cheaper than other cafes. In the evening, I eat liempo (roasted pork) after going to church. The ice cream tastes like Jollibee's ice cream. I want to buy the same combination again but I worry about gaining weight. I haven't exercised recently. I do nothing all day and then wait for my mother to come home and I'd use her phone.
Dear someone,
I am eating apples and oranges now. It's so delicious. In the morning I ate chicken and when my mom arrived, I ate the ice cream in the refrigerator.
Yesterday was my deceased grandmother's birthday. I met with my aunt, uncles and cousins at the cemetery. We ate many kinds of food there. Pancit, Bam-i, fried chicken joy, calamares, crispy pata and so on. I thought I didnt want to go. But I changed my mind and give it a go and went to my mother.
There, my cousin's wife shared a story about her friend who became an English teacher in Alaska and has a salary of 300,000 pesos per month. She was thinking of me that I could have become like her friend. As always I am not really excited to be an English teacher.
I think being an English teacher is tough and takes a lot of work. When I was in practicum when I was a college student, I swore I wouldn't be an english teacher after that.
S here I am, jobless, but happy. I need to find a work though. I cant live alone. When my mom dies, who will feed me? That's why I need to find work. I'm thinking of the housekeeping job or even a factory worker. Anyway, I will look for more easy jobs that pay well.
I'm also thinking that what if I become a YouTuber and record myself eating different kinds of foods from around the world? Well, I dont have budget for that yet.
I wont attend the reunion for this year. I dont have anything to say about myself. I enjoy sleeping a lot and fantasizing.
I wasn't supposed to go to the family reunion with my mother, aunt and cousins. But my mind changed because of lechon. I dont want to miss eating lechon. I love lechon. When I was at the event, I was quiet and just watched the people dancing and singing there. After, I also rested in the room. It was a farm we went to. My relative, who is the vice mayor in the next town also went there in the venue with his wife. And he let out a family secret---About his son having an affair with a younger woman. And his wife, who is very beautiful, was upset and cried. But eventually, they united again and forgave the husband. I couldnt believe the son could have another affair with a younger woman because his wife is very beautiful. Also, his wife helped me before. She owned the red dress I wore back in high school for the prom, which I only attended because it was required. There weren't really interesting guys or handsome boys in our classroom or in another class.
I had fun eating during our trip in Bohol. Thanks to my mom, aunt and cousin. We went to Mcdo, Mist restaurant, and on our way back home we ate at Dimsum. I ate all of these for free as I dont have work. When I will have work, I will be the one next to pay for the food. I didnt regret going to Bohol for the 2nd time but I admit missing my own room at home because there is no people around and I can breathe freely. When there are other people around, I feel pressure to act nicely. But all I want to do is to ignore people and embrace silence instead of talking to fill the void.
Last night of 6-28-24, the host said sorry to us because the food being served is for poor. She promised that the next day the food will be for the rich. And there was lechon the next day. Lechon is the most delicious food in every occasion, in my opinion. They said it takes more than an hour to cook this pig.
