I can eat 3 times a day for free and sleep well. And I can enjoy watching Japanese dramas. That's what I am happy about. What am I living for? I can die anytime because I don't want to have my own family or I don't want to live for someone else. It's a joy to be able to watch different dramas or stories.
Believe in God, trust in God
Believe in people, don't shun them away
Hope, don't despair
Love God, love people even babies
Love yourself and forgive yourself
Pray to God and praise God
Respect your parents and people
The best kind of life is to have a peaceful life and to carry nothing.
It was fiesta yesterday. "Virgin Mary of Carmen" so it said.
I attended the mass yesterday. The priest was really funny. He made a lot of funny faces which caused laughter among the audience.
My mom was absent from work so she could attend the fiesta.
I was the first visitor in my aunt's house. I was the first visitor to eat the lechon. I took the crispy parts. It was very delicious and I drank coke. And at the end of the day, I ate 3 pinipig chocolate covered vanilla ice cream. I also ate piatos and clover. In the evening, there was another lechon which was kept hidden from the visitors. I also ate it.
There was baby Austin and his parents and ate Janice and Lolo Joy and EJ and Jed. I did "mano po" to ate Janice and lolo Joy.
I enjoyed my time in tita's room with dodong Lemuel and dodong Greyson, two sons of ate bared. I listened to them talk about call of duty games and grandma game, a horror game. Greyson was playing with the slime. I told him to stop it because it was very dirty. I was called "OA" or overacting by Lemuel. He made a mess in the restroom as the floor was wet. He was scolded by Aika.
Total expenses from the sarisari store of tita's house will be paid in Gcash by mom.
Today I found out that my cousin, the eldest son of tita was sent to rehab, just like how I'd been through. But what they didnt know was that it was okay for him to go to rehab without any pickup (it cost them 15,000 pesos). He is real addict so it should be okay to have him sent to rehab.
I'm still daydreaming about becoming a doctor for the brain.
Dear Someone,
Yesterday, I ate white vanilla ice cream and drank coffee macchiato. It's only 39 capsules of both. An additional 15 capsules for the pearls. so 93 pesos all in all. It's cheaper than other cafes. In the evening, I eat liempo (roasted pork) after going to church. The ice cream tastes like Jollibee's ice cream. I want to buy the same combination again but I worry about gaining weight. I haven't exercised recently. I do nothing all day and then wait for my mother to come home and I'd use her phone.
Dear someone,
I am eating apples and oranges now. It's so delicious. In the morning I ate chicken and when my mom arrived, I ate the ice cream in the refrigerator.
Yesterday was my deceased grandmother's birthday. I met with my aunt, uncles and cousins at the cemetery. We ate many kinds of food there. Pancit, Bam-i, fried chicken joy, calamares, crispy pata and so on. I thought I didnt want to go. But I changed my mind and give it a go and went to my mother.
There, my cousin's wife shared a story about her friend who became an English teacher in Alaska and has a salary of 300,000 pesos per month. She was thinking of me that I could have become like her friend. As always I am not really excited to be an English teacher.
I think being an English teacher is tough and takes a lot of work. When I was in practicum when I was a college student, I swore I wouldn't be an english teacher after that.
S here I am, jobless, but happy. I need to find a work though. I cant live alone. When my mom dies, who will feed me? That's why I need to find work. I'm thinking of the housekeeping job or even a factory worker. Anyway, I will look for more easy jobs that pay well.
I'm also thinking that what if I become a YouTuber and record myself eating different kinds of foods from around the world? Well, I dont have budget for that yet.
I wont attend the reunion for this year. I dont have anything to say about myself. I enjoy sleeping a lot and fantasizing.