My first mistake:
1) Deciding to live.
2) Deciding to live in the Philippines when I was small (the environment upsets me particularly my mother's workmates and my mother herself).
2) Enrolling not in the best schools in the planet.
3) Not choosing or searching for the best teachers in the planet (it should have been home schooled under the best teacher).
4) Financial Problem.
5) IQ isn't 1 million.
6) Groundless goal
(I thought if I try to memorize everything, I can teach concepts to people. But that isn't enough. You have to demonstrate it.)