世界観。。。
覺得在自己心中的世界開始改變中‧‧‧
在地球的中心點開闢出來的白色光芒．．．
被不同的色彩渲染的海洋．．．
被扭曲的印象．．．
被同化的思想．．．
毫不間斷的聲音．．．
已停止的時間．．．
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把止步的人向前推．．．
把趕路的人止住．．．
把現實和幻想融合．．．
把真理打破．．．
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在新世界，新的理念完成之前．．．
請慢慢地繼續確立真正的目標．．．
因為．．．
人會在不同的地方．．．不同的時間．．．
一直一直地轉變．．．
直到世界的另一端被發現的時候．．．
才看得見天空的顏色．．．
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一切．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．
也是世界的幻想。
意地悪い用事。。。
"。。。果然還是早點回國比較好"
不懂為甚麼他們到最後才告訴我........
不懂為什麼我不問他們的話就不告訴我.......
不懂為什麼一開始就沒打算用我的design 還叫我design....!!!!!!(怒)
( design不用時間ma!!!!!!!?????hah? answer me?!!! hah???!!! damn )
你講到話"下個sem的flyer可以再用過另一個design ge..."
這算是甚麼話......ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；).................同情?
好似我屈你.....要你一定用我design?
.........如果你找了別的人幫你design好心就話聲我知.....
等我唔洗好似個白目咁design 你地的flyer= =......
用了我的sleeping hrs 去做....
十分討厭!!!!!!!
bullshit!!!!!
好似上次咁!!
交學費deadline你唔早d話我知，搞到我d plan亂晒!!!!!
just hate hong kong people!!!!
有事就唔該早少少話我知!!!!!!!!
唔關我事ge野你地可以唔講，我都唔想知!!!
不過如果係關我事的話"唔該"!!!!!!!!!!!早d講低!!!!!!
ps. 我雖然重未算係一個designer，不過自己design俾人,咁樣對待，你覺得好好受嗎?
這等同於否定我的價值一樣!!!!!!!
以後不想再理他們!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...人類は。。。
"人類......"
"甚麼是人類......"
"人類是穢物......即使當天被耶穌的血洗禮了......
也還不知悔改......一次又一次的........
背棄....
妄想自己能抓住光.........
妄圖要達成一切的慾望............
妄言自己是世界最高祟的生物.....
人啊.......是多麼的愚蠢、愚昧.......一直一直也是如此.....
由出生.......到死亡........
沒有改變過........
永遠地竭力追求自身的慾望........
自己永遠也是中心..............
自利的想法沒有變過..........
利用周遭的想法.......毫不怠倦地一直進行.....
七原罪............一直在人類的心中成長.......
到人類死後...........
原罪將注入世界的心中........
世界由內部....慢慢地........開始敗壞.............
就如人類的心.........
不能從外得知已腐敗了的內在.....
沒法了解自身的腐敗.....
沒法得知已敗壞了的心.....
正漸漸地侵蝕著自己的靈魂.......
直到走完自己要走的路時.....
才發現自己的身體...........
已被自身的罪弄得殘缺不全........
不完全的靈魂..........
不完全的自己.................
為了短暫的快樂.............
而奉上了"生命"...............................
在得知代價後.........
才會深深地懊悔..........
找尋昔日所背棄的求助........................
自私地利用別人的信任..........................
然後.......
再一次的出賣................
得不到救贖的人類..............................
由罪中產生了莫大的怨念.....
不曾思考自身的過.............
只會思索別人的所作所為....................
永無休止地............埋怨著......
............這些事.............
一直也是沒完沒了地重複著..........................
直到.....這個世界的時間終結...........
從不潔淨的.........
愚笨生物..............就是人類..........."
japanese 3
o(；△；)o....i am so sad......
coz my professor told me that my jp3 just got 605/900pt.
and it just 1 month left. i think it is impossible for me to gst A in this course.
it cost 5 units. how the hell!!!
i will make my GPA low.
what should i do??
...OTZ DAY...
today, kam sing gave me an ice-cream...
but at the time, i didn't eat it immediately...coz i had just eaten the dinner.
after that, i saw sharon and GM came adn said let's go.
coz we guys need to go to janny's home to have a dinner soup.
when we 4 left cafe. sharon and GM met 2 girls and GM want to drive them to home.
.................6 people can't got into the car right?
so, janny said "let's go to take a bus." "OK!"i said...(｀∀´)
but sharon went to GM's car.......................(￣□￣；)
however......
so we 2 went to the bus stop and waited the 7bus......
Zzz…(*´?｀*)｡o○...................................................................................................
when i arrived to janny's home.....
my ice-cream was melting.............................(ar......(ノ◇≦。)....OH NO!!!....)
i put it into the freezing area of the refrigerator.............................
.............................................so on......and so on...............
after i drank the soup...
i took the ice-cream out....and wanted to eat it...........
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~!!!!!!!!NO!!!!!!
when i started to tear the paper of the ice-cream.....
it was broken into 2 peices AND the ice-cream falled down ... drop on the floor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(what?!?!?!?!!!!!(Ｔ▽Ｔ;)......)
...........................................bad luck....
2008/02/28
....what do u feel of the world?
我對世界有甚麼感受呢,,,?
"當權者貌似掌控著一切，可是......
真正的主導卻另有別人......"
在黑白中的世界，我是黑，也是白。
可是卻沒有灰這種矛盾的存在。
因為我不喜歡不清不楚的事情圍繞在我的身邊，
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這不知知怎樣做才好，
要怎樣才可以跟他成為朋友?
不懂、不明白。
我好像被人討厭了，
又好像被人誤會了，
怎麼會這樣。
其實這件事......我直覺上帝是叫我放棄，
可是以我的智慧是不能完全理解上帝給我的訊息，
而且，我自己又因為人類的習性而放不下自己擁有的東西。
上帝啊，
我,可以教我怎樣做嗎?
感謝你，我的神。
RETREAT NO ATO...
"被最初的人格欺騙......被最後的人格傷害......為什麼人類會有這種原罪..."
這是去完RETREAT之後在MSN第一次改的字...
我覺得好像被她的的面具騙了...因為她的個性或本質是我去完RETREAT才知道的....
真的太差了...
到現在才被真面目給傷了...我把我的心放出去....
她卻把我的心從手上拍下來...掉在地上...(￣∩￣#.....
這算甚麼.......
.............................................................我到現在....
不知的事還有很多....
MY B-DAY!!!!!
today is my b-day...........well.....actuallyis HK time's b-day.
US time is tomorrow......47mins after............2/3........my 18 years old b-day...
today 2/2 tracy invited me to have a lunch......also with tracy's boy friend.
tracy's boyfriend is really nice.......well.............actually i think i am really impolited.
because...i used my lanuage to talk with tracy whole day....
haha.......well........i though he was very boring today...........(i am sorry~~~~!!!)...
=W=......and today...i saw tracy's dog~!!!........his name is lion......he's just 4months old.
he is soooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!
after we had a lunch ....we went to ikea!!...
well....because i just moved.....so......i need to buy my bed my table my chair my.........= ="...
hey..........tell u guys.........i got lost in the ikea!!!!!!.....
see..........i walked around the 2nd floor.....almost 10 times!!!!!!....
just kept going to pass the children section.......= =".....i know it's so fun to see the children's stuffs.....
however..........10TIMESSSSS.................= =".....what the hell~!
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after that we went to K town to have dinner....
...........tracy's boyfriend ordered lots of foods!!!!!!!!!!.......
finally.....we did all......= =".......well.......not all..........but almostly....
................................................(type next day)
Summer semester
when the summer semester began.......i started to hate every monday and wednesday= =....
why?........because monday to friday i have a maths class bright and early....
and.....after the lazy professor's terrible teaching .......
(as, she always teach the wrong things and make a mistake......so, i have to always concetrate one's attention on her works......= =.....WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!that it why i always tired after this leason..... )
i need to hurry up and take the shuttle bus to back to mian campus....
have a quick lunch.........and start to go to the other campus AET.
i go to AET to have a GRAPHIC DESIGN class every MONDAY and FRIDAY.....
and i always think the professor is carzy in his mind....
so, i call him crazy professor......
you know, today is monday......AND---
it is also the last two day of this class.....
however, when it was nearly end of today's GRAPHIC DESIGN class...
he asked us........"is it necessary for you guys to have a final project?....."
(WHAT?????OF COZ NOT!!!!!).......ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；)
"if not then rise up your hand."
(RISE----!!!!!!)Σ＼(￣ｰ￣;)
and.....he said so the day was the last day of the class.....
(WHAT??????........ARE U KIDDING?!!!!WHAT DID U TEACH IN THE CLASS??)(-_-メ
.because of he has i meeting or something little stuffS= =.....
so today is my GRAPHIC DESIGN LEASON'S LAST DAY........(萬歲？？？！！）
ﾟ･ﾟ*･(ﾟOﾟ(☆○=(｀◇´*)o
(WHAT THE ................what did i learn?.......marking?..........and??......no.....i don't know....)
so,,,,weaste my time and money!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIGH------(*´Д｀)=з
anyways, i still have a maths final exams need to prepare....
ADD OIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XIOTO!!!!!!
I have long time not come......
hi guyS----!!
how do you do?
i have long time did not up-date this blog because of my lazy.......OTZ....
however, i come now= =......
i do have many things want to share with u guys......
but later= ="....
because i am so busy during this summer= =...
i take two courses in this summer and i really need to work hard to catch it up.....
hahaha............bless me plx.....
next time i will share some photos....
PS...........little while ago, i saw the guy who looks like anna= ="...
what the hell= ="