Motivation & Determination

Ok, so here's the deal. School's coming up soon and I need to set goals for myself...so here they are:

1. Work & Earn MONEY!!! I need money like crazzzy. My friend and I have decided we're gonna try and go to Japan next summer sooo I need to earn at least $3,500!!

2. GYM!!! I need to exercise and get into shape. My new year's resolution is still reminding me that I need to hit my target goal of being 100lbs (which to many girls sounds ridiculously skinny...but let me remind you i'm only 5'1" aka 155 cm.

3. Grades! Now it's more important than ever for me to get good grades. My scholarship is depending on it.. my future is depending on it. The better the grades, the better the money, the better the money, the less i need to pay back in loans. Less loans = better life.

4. Clubs & Extracurricular CRAP!!! Lately, grades and having job is cutting it these days. I need to pursue other things as well..soo I need to look into clubs, groups, anything that can help me "look" better and get involved within the university.

5. SOCIAL LIFE!!! I need to balance my social life seriously. I love partying and I love having fun.. but I need to work on getting a better social life. Doing more sociable things in order to get connections and have fun at the same time :P

That's pretty much everything I need to strive for this year..in their order of importance :P Yes!! GYM IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN GRADES (if you're stressed your school work goes down down down) so gym is an awesome opportunity to destress and I can study while I exercise!! Talk about multi-tasking :P Hopefully I can manage everything. I'm definitely motivated to do all this stuff this year!!! so WATCH OUT!! I'm going crazy~

Jealousy

So one of my best friends, Kate, is in Japan right now for all of August. All I can say is how jealous I am. One of her friends from high school (a japanese exchange student) invited her for the summer and she took her up on the offer. Honestly, I'm really glad that my friend can experience Japan and everything, but I always thought that I would get to go before her or at least we would go together. Kate isn't really intrested in Japan in the first place. She's much more intrested in Korea and Korean people and the whole Korean culture. All her music is Korean, all the food she likes is Korean, all the guys she thinks are hot...are Korean. She actually wanted to go to Korea while she was in Japan...shows how excited she was about going to Japan... so it kinda makes me jealous that she's taking the whole "Japan" thing for granted. I was wayyy more into Japan than she is.....I know wayyy more Japanese than she does. So it's kind of annoying that she gets to go to this country that I'm dyyyying to go to :/ Totally sux. I love her dearly...but this is one thing that really irks me....

So what's my friend doing in Japan right now? We'll let the pictures speak for themselves...

Isn't she so cute? ^-^

*Sigh* I need to go to Japan ASAP!!!!!

Boredom

Wow! All I can say is wow! I'm ridiculously bored beyond belief (try saying that 10 times fast). There is absolutely nothing to do. I seriously wonder how people can spend their entire lives on the computer 24/7. I have my reasons for being online...especially during the summer. But I have no idea how people would rather be on a computer chatting away with some unknown person than actually spending time with RL friends or doing something that's productive.

Take my brother for example...he has to be the most obnoxious human being on the planet (and no I'm not sayin that just because he's my brother) he's like the essence of nerdiness. Seriously, his life revolves around video games. I was reading through his e-mail the other day...pretty bad I know. He was writing to some online-girl-that-he-met-through-a-game. Their entire e-mails (which was about 30-40) consisted of VIDEO GAME TALK or ONLINE GAME TALK or COMPUTER GAME TALK. That's it. Don't you find that rather...weird? Because I do. Very weird. I seriously hope my brother realizes how horrible his social life is gonna be if he keeps it up...

Let's see... any other rantings I can come up with out of boredom...oh yea. College is coming up!! Sept 3rd...can't wait for that.. and the few shopping sprees that I'm gonna have! Speaking of shopping sprees, I did one today for dorm room stuff. Yup...feels so nice doing back-to-school shopping. Gotta love it.

That's all for now. I'm sure when school starts much more intrestings things are gonna happen.. just watch.