こんばんは、みんなさん お元気ですか。
Long time since my last entry right?
Well... today I remember that I had an ameblo! LOL why? Because I really need to write something that I have in my mind since a few days ago...
I guess I'll write it in English, even when my English really sucks (you know, I'm an Spanish speaker) but I'll try to write it almost perfect... anyway, I think no one read this xD
Let's start then...
My birthday is on June 15th. Yeah, I'm 20 years now... almost a legal person! Well... in my country I'm legal since I was 18, but that's not the point of this... you know what happen on that June 15th, 2011?
If you're a mania please don't read my entry, it's sad... (TωT) I guess...
Well yes, June 15th, 2011 D'espairsRay finally disband... I'm a mania since 2006, in 2009 I started an un-official fanclub and street team of D'espairsRay in order to spread D'espa love in my country (Mexico) by myself, it is hard, and I did a lot of things that I never did with other bands... D'espairsRay IS my favorite band ever... but what happen when one day is over?
The Mexican Fanclub & Street Team (which is called "Angel~dust") is still open of course, and I'm trying to do a Latinamerican fanclub with the "Angel~Dust" forum... but I need help that's why it isn't finished yet... well, I decided to do not close A~D because it's very special for me, and because it's something I can rely on.
But... I think something is missing in my life, a friend of mine told me that I should try to be a very huge fan of another band... sure... I'm fan of Placebo and Versailles but, I just don't consider me as a huge fan of that bands... then another friend said me that I should try to open another fanclub -of another band-, I think a lot of that... what if I try to open a fanclub for lynch.?
Then I realize something... I don't have another favorite band!! D'espairsRay is something special, I just don't want to do the same things -or even more things- for other band!!
I'll be a mania until the end...
But right now I really feel that something is missing... that I lose something very important...
Almost 15 days of the disbanding and I'm still feeling like that...
wicky~