FROZEN

I watched Frozen yesterday, it was surprisingly very good. Maybe because I had no expectations on it, or because Snow Queen is one of my all time favourite fairy tales?

The singing was amazing in the movie.

My favourite character was Elsa, she was so pretty.  Then next favourite is Oaloft the snow man.  It was really funny when he sang the song about how he wanted to enjoy summer. Lol

I would definitely recommend people to watch it.

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I think it has been about 3 weeks since I last talked to Kevin on the phone.  He was really busy before he left for China, and apparently he is very busy in China now.

I dunno, is it too much to ask your boyfriend to call you on Christmas Day??

He's hardly said anything to me since he left, I feel like I'm talking to myself when I message him, or rather in a relationship with myself.

I just do not know what is going on.  Maybe it's all in my head, and I'm thinking too much on this.

I just going to forget he exists in my life for now and enjoy myself. I tired of being the one that messages first, tired of trying to make things work.  I know we are doing long distant and we do not get to see each other, but if he is not trying, should I stop too?

I really don't know. 

Apparently communication is key to make this work, but I'm just talking to air...does that count?

Christmas

Christmas is here.

Nothing to say about it because I'm not enjoying it at all.

The past 2 months

It's been a while since my last post.

After the breakup, it lasted maybe a day? or two?

We are still together. We talk everyday, sometimes FaceTime too - I wish we could FaceTime more often. I haven't seen him (in person) since last month, I miss him a lot. I wish we could spend more time together. I dunno when I can see him next, he's going to China in 3 weeks, when he comes back, I'm off to Japan - it looks like I won't be able to see him until well into next year.

This December, I've decided to join in the Blogilates 12 week make over. It starts tomorrow, the last couple of days I've been getting the necessary groceries for the week - can't believe it costs so much! Anyway, I've just got a few more items to get tomorrow, then I'm all set.

I've also started to go to Bikram Yoga this week. I'm hoping to go 5 days a week, as well as doing some blogilates work outs. Blogilates work outs are actually very hard! Each day there is 4-5 work outs to complete, I don't know how the other popsters get through it!

Tomorrow is the JLPT test - I'll be doing N4. I have not studied at all! I think I've given up already. It's hard when I don't have any Japanese friends at all to speak to, and I do not require it for work or anything (unless I change career).

I'm looking forward to the new year. I'm excited for the GazettE live in January! Then in February - DIR EN GREY are performing in AUSTRALIA! I'm not really into metal THAT much so I don't know if I want to pay so much to go to the festival just to see DIR EN GREY. But it would be SO awesome!

That's it for today's blog entry.

Be writing again soon! またね！