i'm in the deeeeep inside of the fxxkin' negative chain, i guess.
don't know why and how i got this, is this just a routine that comes certain times or what??
whatever i've done, that goes wrong,, bustard.
today, i had a critical mistake, put the logo onto the leash on wrong place..
made a burried swalovski longer than i was told..
i've been trying to do my best for next month, the biggest event for us, but whatever i've done, every
single movement goes wrong, that is called the negative chain which i cannot ignore, pass through, or
against it. just have to admit it, accept it, and let the time go, advance with it.. that chain reaction just goes wrong wrong and wrong.. cannot stop it by myself.
my friend told me once if i got that, what i should do is to do my actions opposite. make the opposite acitons, like using different direction to get to the office, drink different soda if i drink coke usually,
sleep earlier than usual, something like that. that makes my bad spirals go away,
so, good night, folks.
hava nice dream.
see ya

