今日は英語で書こうかな。
Today I took the day to take a break from all the job hunting(not to say that I was doing my best until today) and hung out with some friends from highschoo.
We went to karaoke then afterwards we had tea at a cafe. I have to say it was a bit expensive but it was worth the expense since I haven't seen them in a while.
One thing that bothered me was the fact that I was the only one the group who was jobhunting at the moment. One is planning on getting a masters degree, and the other two are already working.
One friend couldn't come today because he had the final interview for a company he was applying for. That seriously made me doubt if I was doing enough, and got me thinking "what am I doing on a weekend playing, when there're a bunch of jobhunting events being held?"
I returned home at around half past seven, then went voting for the city council election. I didn't read through all of the candidates statements thoroughly but though it better to vote than not to.
After that, I came home and well, did nothing. Yeah, f**k yout*be and online dramas. And most of all f**k myself for being used by technology. I really wish weak people like me, or in other word people who can't fight back the urge to surf the net and waste your life, were banned from the use of the Internet. If there was a candidate who would do that sort of thing, I would definitely vote for him!!
Well that's that. Here I am at 3:30AM, and still awake but too lazy to even check the mail from some companies.
These couple of days, I've been successful at keeping my laptop away from where I sleep so I've been able to have a good quality sleep, and I also dreamed several times, something that hasn't happened to me in quite some time.
When I use my laptop,I use it on the desk sitting on a chair. This is better than when I was in May futon laying down and Sufing the net, and sleep whenever I want to, because now, when you get sleepy you have to quit your pc and go to your futon. A tad less bit chaotic life style than before.
But this new one, it still doesn't nessasarily encourage me to do what I've got to. Even though I'm out of my futon when I'm in my room, I'm still with my PC, which gets me nowhere. Arghh...
Need to get out! Out of this house. Tomorrow I have a lesson at univ. starting late in the afternoon. I also have practice in the morning but a while ago I found out that practice had been cancelled, so my motivation to get to univ in the morning suddenly came near to nothing.
Darn it!
Gotta get some sleep.
英語だと凄い書きやすい！眠くてもスラスラ書けます。ただ日本語で書いている時と変わらずに文章としての纏まりはあまりありませんが。日本語で文章を書くことにまだまだ慣れていないんだと思います。いざ精進です。
今回はこれで失礼します。