*Thank you~/Last entry

Happy sunday everyone..
Yes as the title said it's my last post....
What does it mean? I don't delete my blog or my entries, I just leave ameblo...
It was hard to make this decision, but I was thinking about it for a week...as people saw I haven't made any new post..this is my first(also my last) post in 2015..It's difficult to me because i loved blogging..
But I changed...in good but mostly bad way..the point is I changed a lot.
A lot of unlucky things happened with me what pull me down to depression..
I need to standup again...somehow...someday maybe I will be okay, but not today, and maybe not this year...I want to live my dreams...I lost some people I thought they love me..but they dont..they tricked me..so I want to change..I dont let anyone hurt me again..
I'm sadly leaving thia blog, but also happily, because a lot of good memory what maybe I don't remember stay here..It will be good to read them back..
My last words?
Thank you...
For ameba too, because blogging changed me and made me a better...this is the only blog I loved to write.
I never forget it...I guess, haha..
Time to go..and get a new life...but I'm glad, to made this blog.

One of the few things I will never regret~