It's been a terrible day

and it just keeps getting worse...


I don't like this, I don't, I don't...
and I don't want a panic attack...

okay...let's just calm down

(or atleast try to calm down)
You don't believe how tired I am now...

I woke up 04:00 am!
And went to work

I put heavy packages on the shelves of a huge supermarket I work in...
for 7 hours...

I feel like falling asleep, yet I don't dare to take a nap I'm afraid of not sleeping enough at night if I sleep now

so I have to stay awake
Zzz…(*´?`*)。o○

Tomorrow it's the same...
I'm waking up at 04:00 am...
fuuuck~

Luckily I've got Thursday off!!
I need to see a doctor, yup yup