I finally got some body lotion & perfume (even though I didn’t want the perfume- but oh well.)

My skin is really dry and asdfghjkl; I need softer/smoother skin so hopefully the lotion helps me ;;

I also painted my nails!!! ヽ(；▽；)ノ It’s been forever since I have- and I can’t because of school, so I’m happy.

that nail polish isn’t even mine, it’s my friends and I forgot to give it back to her on Friday. orz

tomorrow I’m gonna lighten my hair so I’m mega excited for that! hopefully my mom doesn’t forget or anything so we’ll do it & I hope my hair gets lighter ; u ; I’ve always wanted choco hair or something~ and I was thinking that once I’m in vacations, I’ll do it blue or something but still- maybe I’m not yet prepared for that lol. I want my miiint hair ;~; but there’s no way I’m getting that until I’m finished with school.

that’s all. I still feel kinda sick, I think I ate too much… I know I regret drinking that soda orz on Monday I have to do some kinda contest thing and I’m really stressed/worried/scared & I don’t know what I’m going to do since I get shaky and nervous when I talk in front of people, I don’t even have any support and I’m worried I might start crying . I’m such a baby, I know.

I hope things get better soon.

I just wish this kinda stuff never happened all the time..

I might keep watching The Butterfly Room or go to sleep, or maybe even study. Hell, I’m not tired.

“the song that ties me and the world
I hope it will reach to you somehow
with undying love, I will rescue you for sure, so listen
I have the resignation to kill all the things that hurt you
the non-disappearing, non-disappearing pain too, see,
I will keep on singing so that it goes away.”

ばいばい！ (・ω・)ノシ

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