After 10 years

After 10 years, I finally found him again An important friend of mine

He still looks the same...

When I first saw his FB, my heart stopped beating for a second Just can't believe that I can see him again

But....... He forgot me.........

Stupid me ! I'm the only one who has been thinking about him and looking for him for 10 years...

A girl like me So stupid

That's the difference between a girl and a guy ne

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He was surprised when I said that I have looked for him for 10 years...

And he joked that if we were in a relationship

Luckily, we were just friends... If we were in a relationship and you forgot me like that, it must be heartbroken
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But now, when we talked again... He still can make me smile and happy

He is still as cute as before

The guy I have been waiting for in 10 years doesn't change (´∀｀)

No one can make me feel the way he does...

I just can't forget that he was so nice to me when we were in our middle school Just can't forget his kind behaviors

Even though he doesn't remember me and our memories, it's still so good to see him again

It really means so much to me



It's good to call you "Anh" again
It's good to be called "Em" by you again
It's good to be spoiled by you again

Massage stuffs

Today I bought them Foot massage and massage pillow

I think I should love myself and give myself a good treatment

Life is tough Everyday I have to fight hard with my life... My body is tired ne

I should treat myself well My body deserves it

At this moment, I just can afford these cheap massage tools...

In the future, I will do my best to be able to afford better quality massage stuffs Set it as my goal

The biggest goal of my life is to have a comfortable life

news every. today ^-^

Kei-chan on news every. today

He looked good today His hair color was 明るい (´∀｀)

Kei-chan looks really cool and attractive with light hair color

And the suit he wore today was really good too

It was cool and manly...

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And...

This was my desert today

I'm like Kei-chan I like sweets too...

When I'm stressed out and tired, I will need sweets to recharge my mind...

But...

I don't love sweets as much as Kei-chan

I just eat sweets sometimes...

My taste may be the same with Tego and Shige...

どうしようかな？

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I always say that I want a boyfriend...

I have been waiting...

But...

When a guy is having a feeling for me, I start running away...

Even though he hasn't confessed or anything, I just feel it...

When someone likes you, you can definitely feel it right?

And he shows it clearly... I want to ignore it, but it's too clear so that I can't just pretend that I don't see it and don't know about it, every time I walk by his restaurant....

Now, he may feel I'm too cold since I have ignored him so many times already...

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I don't know why I react like this...
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What should I do??

I'm confused...

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Maybe I should change my station... So that I don't need to walk by his restaurant anymore...
After a month without seeing me, maybe he will forget me...

I feel it's so mean to do so... What will he think?

But I have no choice...

I...... just........ don't....... want....... it..........

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I just feel that he is not the one I'm waiting.....

I know it's so stupid when I already go to this conclusion, even if he and I have never talked to each other....

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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh....................

I can't understand myself...................

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Day out

Today ne... I met some old friends in my Japanese class...

We had so much fun...

They are all older than me and they all got married...

Hahaha I'm the only single girl in the group I don't know if I should be happy or sad... hahaha...

Listening to them talking about their marriage and their husbands is kinda fun...

I laughed a lot today...



表参道ヒルズ... It's the first time I came inside...

And we had a lovely tea time in Anniversaire Omotesando

It was really good

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Lately I have been stressed out and so emotional...

And I'm physically tired too...

I don't wanna do anything... Just wish I could sleep all day long...

I hate this situation...

When I'm like this, I get upset and irritated very easily... Just can't control my mood...

I know I'm a very moody person...

And when I'm under stress, my mood keeps going up and down, up and down...

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Hmm....... I just don't feel good...........

I don't wanna talk... don't wanna smile...

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Hello December

Hello December

The last month of 2013 ne...

Time flies so fast... 1 year has passed...

I always have a special feeling when it comes to December, the last month of a year...

It's time to look back...

Now time is counted every single day until New Year Eve ne...

I really don't want this year to end... But I also want 2014 to come quickly... I have so many things that I want to do in the near future...

I think I get old already...

Lately everything in my mind has been about having boyfriend, getting married and settling down...

My mind really changed ne... A few years ago, I didn't think about getting married... But now, I can realize that I'm in hurry already...

People around me may not know it but I myself feel it clearly...

I start becoming impatient...

OK...

December ne...

I always become so emotional in this month...