its so painful..
i got blurry and blackout in the last conversation with bee.
i should have manage it better if im still awake..
he said things that makes my heart break... i was gone dizzy and asleep.
that guy took over.
well..
i surrender all.. its alright. i leave out all the rest..
if we have to separate while im in the accused side..
and thing left unclear.. then its alright.
what can i do.. if i say more, it will just make his hatred grow..
ill just keep this all to myself..
im happy anyway.. we share this moments..
its very sweet and it brings color to my short weird life..
i want to believe it, eventhough its all a lie..
you told me its just a set up..
i still cant believe that.. i feel it like real..
but maybe its me again who exaggerate or airheaded something..
or maybe because i use that picture at the first time.
you fall in love, but never to me. i still cant accept my body as well.. im trapped.
its my fault to steal others pic. ill never do that again.
its not nice and i got the 'reward'.