i sent my cv to ocbc nisp. its a bank.
actually my passion is in psychology actually.. i was once beg to my parents to take psychology major in university. was passed in entrance examination with grade A.. but still, my parents opposed me. they disagree if i take that major, they worried about my future because in my country, psychiatry isnt really popular as in abroad.
i respect their decision, and take marketing as my major.. following their instruction.
but now i feel lost. and im not really passionate in applying for job..
jobs related to my major (marketing) is a bit lame to me.. not because its lame in real. its just me.. i dont have passion in there..
but i know i have to help my family economy as well. weell.. i guess i should apply again.. to any of those marketing job seekers.
god, help.
i know myself too.. maybe its me myself who needs a psychiatrist.. but i do feel the calling in here..
my friends love to tell their problems to me.. they said in some way i could make them comfortable and feel better..
and i feel indescribable pleasure when i saw their foggy eyes shining again..
ill just pray.. try to save some money and take school again..
give my best to psychology..
im afraid.. what if this.. what if that..
but yes.. ill try..
i really want to be successful.. my dream is to travel to any country i love to visit..
i know im just a littlle person in this world..
but phew..
with this faith given to me.. i will try to walk and face the world.. pursuing my dream.