Without drink

I talk the smile without drink.
I talk her my trouble.

I do not think my miss.

The smile relax to talk with me.

The smile look happy.

Can not sleep

Long night I can not sleep.

I thinking about the smile.
When in the dream.

in the mid night it make me not sleep.

I can not sleep.

I miss the smile.

A man

I am a man for the smile.

I am not the special person.
I can not become the special for the smile.

It is the reality.

Ican not do anything.

Don't want

I have contact with the smile.
I Don't want the contact.

It is make me too sad.

I will keep distance from the smile for my mental health.

Uhhhh

I can not understand myself.

Please tell me what I want?

I need smile in my life.

But I have to keep away from the smile.
Some day i wii move from the smile.

But but but but

Now I need the smile.

Please help me.

From today

From today

I go to job and meet the smile.

The smile is charming too.
I can not away from the charming power.

But I keep distance from the smile.

It is saddness for me.

Someday I will leave from the smile.
I have to prepared the day.

From today I count down the day.

Tomorrow

Tomorrow will come soon.

I have to go to job.

I will meet the smile.
Can I stand the smile?

Can I keep myself?

I have to just only watch the my job.

I have to change myself.

I am very nervous.

Restart

I have to make myself from today.
it is a re start.
Maybe I can llive without the smile.

I beleave myself.
i will very busy in the new year.

I have to help myself.

i hane to change myself.

The new year

I deside that i have to keep distance from the smile.

I have to live without the smile.
I can live without the smile.

I have to prove it ,my self.
It is my way.

I haveto live alone.

It is me.

The end of this year.

This year is unhappy year for me.

becouse I meet the smile.