OMG.. i will try to write about this in english (sorry for grammar) but its hard to describe even in hungarian.. that day was just too perfect for words
On the 26th of Sept at night the bus full of hungarian fans headed to Munich. It was a long trip and we were supposed to sleep on the bus which was a little hard for me but i tried to relax at least so i wasn't that tired when we arrived in Munich. At that time everyone was like "oh my god we will see the Gazette live omgomgomg" and such. xD
We arrived around 9-10 am and went to the front of the hall. There were already people waiting which was not really surprising. But it was really cold and most of the people had sleeping bags or some kind of covering thing to keep themself warm.. well i should've bring something too but whatever.. xD
The waiting was kind of boring, we walked a little and talked and tried to believe we are actually there to see the GazettE! I still can't really believe i saw them ;_;
After hours of waiting we started to stand in line and things started to happen. We were sitting on the cold ground trying not to freeze when suddenly we heard noises from inside! When i heard them i just started realising.. i hear THEM, THEY are here and I am here too!
This made me excited so much i wanted to go in already but still had some hours to go.
After the long hours we had to stand up and form lines then they slowly started to let people go in.. it felt the longest of all the time we'd already waited. This was also the time when staff members(?) came out and filmed us and took photos of the crowd.
When they started to let people with regular ticket in, a little nightmare appeared in this dreamlike situation.. we had numbers written on our hands to be in order so we could've just go without problem.. but of course not -__- some idiot started pushing from behind i thought i will fall down and break my ribs even the security couldn't help this situation.. some of the fans literally behaved like animals but anyway.. after i made it out alive i finally got in the hall and the first thing i saw was the giant "the GazettE" logo behind the stage and it made me immediately forget everything bad that happened that day and it wasn't a video or a picture.. IT WAS REAL x__X
Then the dream has started.
They came on the stage. I was about to cry seriously until then i only saw them on pictures and in videos and then they were in front of me... like what the f.. THEY ARE ACTUALLY HUMANBEINGS omg my brain stopped working and "loading" situation started for some seconds it's unbelieveable really... I was standing in front of Aoi/Reita around the 10-15. row and i could see everyone clearly except Kai because of the lights and ofc the drums ;_; but oh god..
Aoi is just wooah.. he smiled a lot and blew kisses and communicated with the fans through little movements. He looks so good and the way he plays the guitar o m g T_T A part of me melted because of him. xD
Reita is so energetic or idk but he made me want to headbang my head off. He is amazing! Many people said his hair looks bad but not at all! In real life he looks even better than on pictures. And when he was spinning i was a little bit worried but he did it! i don't have words to describe him. He is Reita!
Kai just blew my mind with his playing. It was so awesome... god i'm really bad at describing things but the feeling he gave me is really something you can't tell, only feel.
Ruki... oh my god. His voice is marvelous! I just want to listen to it forever. Pure perfection. I don't know what to say ;__; I love his voice so much! Everything he did was perfect! I really try not to fangirl things over but this is what i think. He is gorgeous.
And finally Uruha. IS HE REALLY HUMAN?? LIKE HE IS FLAWLESS AND ASHGJHG!! Seriously! HOW?? oh! my! god! -Stop fangirling- So i thought that maybe he is beautiful on photos and videos but in real life that's impossible.. I WAS FxCKING WRONG! Jesus Christ he is wonderful! His solos are amazing! PERFECT! The way he acted and the movements he did are sooo sexy.. but really!
All the songs they played reached my heart and i wanted to jump my legs off and enjoy this live to the fullest! And well... my neck, legs and shoulders hurts now xDD
But this concert was worth everything!
These five people are admirable geniuses! I love them so much!! The whole live was like they led us to some other place far away from problems and bad things, far away from reality where only "good" exists and for that time we could forget about everything that disturbing us and concentrate on the world they created and showed to us. But it was reality!
I can't believe this ;_;
♡2013.09.27. the best day of my life♡
They are precious and i'm proud to be a SixthGun! 
Hi(・ω・)/
I upload some more drawings of Yuuya~
Since i still can't really get over his "disappearance" i draw him too often xD
I really wish i could send these to him too (´・ω・`)
This is the newest and I like this the best (´∀｀)
Uhm this last one is absolutely not the best ><
At first i didn't even want to draw him but it turned out like this xD
Well, that's all for now but i'm sure i will draw him again someday. Soon.. xD
But really there hasn't been a guitarist i liked this much and he quit.. and i couldn't even send him anything just those little presents on ameba not a single drawing cause i wasn't good at it and now that i'm better and i can draw digitally, he is not here o(TωT )
It's been more than a year now but it still hurts if i think about it.. i could've show him more "love" through messages (_ _。)
I really hope he is fine and happy anyway o(^-^)o
(^-^)ノ~~