Today is 29.9.2012 and that means,
it’s been already 2 years since I saw D’espairsRay
for the first time in front on my eyes.
I remember that day as it was just yesterday.
I feel exactly the same feelings and emotions towards this band
as 2 years ago. I will never forget,
how precious is this band for me and I will forever love this band.
When I saw them live I don’t really remember
what happened there, I think I was in another world at that time.
But I remember, that I sang with HIZUMI all the time
and enjoyed this live and had so much fun
And also that moment when Karyu sent me that „flying-kiss“,
I felt like I became closer to Karyu in my heart.
Maybe you will understand and maybe you will not.
I believe that 29.9.2010 wasn’t the last time
and I’m looking forward to the future with my Mania family
and with my beloved D’espairsRay
Now I'm having a MONSTER party, but only by myself...
Because you know my mania friends are living so far away
But I don't mind (｀・ω・´)