I don't know why am I living this life......
Pain, Pain, Pain.....
As soon as I awake....My heart begins to ache like a dark.......
The sadness begins to smother me , I try to fight it, not to give in.....
After all , It wasn't my sin....If I try my best to ignore the sorrow.....
Maybe.....the pain will be gone tomorrow.......
I'm so sick of this life........
Now I'm learning how to use this website....but still don't know how to use it at all......
I really wanna change the background....but can't read Japanese at all.....damn.
somebody help me....... :(
Ugh......so stressful....
now I feel like this ..................
Well, I don't know how to use this website...now I'm just trying though...
I'm gonna go to Osaka,Japan to see my favorite band Placebo in March 8th.
Well, actually I wanna go to Tokyo, well It might be sounds stupid,
but, I really like 'Jun Matsumoto' so If I have a chance I want to see him, hehe ;)
He's amazing guy I think ?! :b
and I've been to Tokyo before..maybe When I was in Middle school..?! yeah, maybe.
anyway I couldn't see him, I was too young to find him..lol
Anyway, this time, I gotta go to Osaka not Tokyo , It sucks. lol
( Don't get me wrong, I just want to see 'Jun Matsumoto' but u know, I can't.
this is why I wrote 'It sucks' )
hmmmmmm, I do think Osaka is beautiful city , Can't wait. ;)
welllllllll.... can I use this website? not sure. :b
ahhh It's almost 6:30 AM here and I coudln't sleep at all last night..
well, actually, I can't sleep at night everyday, It makes me crazy sometimes,
I'm thinking too much about so many things....
My damn brain never stop thinking. Ugh..............
STOP!!!!!
