Doubts...

Sorry for leave the blog, but I don't have time to write here. I am something tired but I think that write make me feel better. I have strange feelings, still I believe that exist a emptiness in me... hard to understand but is like my heart don't has all the pieces and one are lost! (x_x；)
Sometimes jugde me very hard because I think that my life is meaningless. I don't ask that somebody understand it because myself don't it... (ﾉ_･｡)
The plains in my future are nonexistent... my destiny is the failure （Ｔ＿Ｔ）
I don't like about my negative feelings, in the last time try to be better and write positive status in FB and Twitter but I don't feel good; nothing is like I wanted it... 
Write a "xD" when I want cry is not pretty, cry and cry in loneliness because your life is so random without goals and spiritless, bored and fool. I feel bored and fool!!! (:_;)
Only want write... express my feelings, The life is hard to somebody without charisma, intelligence, grace, beauty, etc... yes... this year is the worst in my life!!! (ﾉДT), a lot of bad things make me see the dark path. This weight is to heavy for my soul... but don't want that the rest take care for me, for this reason don't say anything, only express my sadness to the night...

Ok, in other thing... On November 1st and 2nd in Mexico have a tradition, put offerings to dead and I put one to Jasmine You, very small but to the heart (^-^)/And with this pic, I say goodbye... I hope ti the next entry, write positive things ;)

Relative Happiness

Hi people, how are you? Long time ago without write (_ _。) sorry... the school is hard, test, homework... it is a real chaos (laugh) but is a piece of my life very important. I good listen to Tarja sing when I write, and talking of music, in the last week I received my Versailles's cd, very fast and I only say one thing... TERU I ♥ YOU (ok... forget you this xD) (^∇^), but I bought Act I of Tarja Turunen too! ( ´艸｀) I am very happy.

This make me want to live in a fairytale because when I listen to music I want dream awake ≧(´▽｀)≦, very funny.
I have cravings of a cupcake like this 

Oh! I took a pic of a cat, he lives in the school and is beautiful and fat (laugh) 

In the week I have test too (｡・ε・｡) ok... challenged accepted (laugh) And I leave a ugly pic with my ugly face ( p_q) (laugh) Really... I am ugly (ﾉ_･｡) 

Ok... take care, you can use my pic to a horror tale of something like one (laugh)
Kisses (^з^)-☆Chu!!
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Strange Feelings...

Hi people, how are you? In the last days I am feeling bad, is a rare way to live because were a lot of days with this and it have aftermath in my environtment (:_;) My mind is negative to life. I think in the loneliness and coldness of my soul and this causes that I took a serius decision about my future, it is not cute but is needed and the better to everybody. o(TωT )

Really, the people to my side is very special and love them but my friendship is bad, there are better people than me and they meet this people, I don't want be a bitter impediment. My fate is over the hills and far away (?) (laugh), ok, no, but far away yes. 

The last days were rainy and this like me, this let me think better.

The pics are of my school when rain.

Everyway, I want thank to the people to support me, I love them so mucho but my decision is a fact, I will be stronge and walk alone, I don't want cause pain, when my soul be free, I will return, don't promise remember me, if you forget me is good; only I wish promise me that take care you, ok? This is enough for me （‐＾▽＾‐）

The friday is my birthday but I am not excited but is a normal day to me, my birthday in home is so indifferent.

Ok, take care and thany you for read me ('-^*)/
Kisses (^з^)-☆Chu!!
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