Not going there doesn't mean I'm not grateful,
it just that I don't have a confidence to say so.

In fact, I had been practicing a speech
while there were testimonial by our senior in front.
But it doesn't mean I was not paying attention by then.

I can't afford to get nervous when I am already.
I just finished a korean drama and it frustrate me.
The ending was good but I was not expecting that it would end that way.

And now, I am worried because I am not worried of the outcome for tomorrow. Does it makes sense?

I hope it would be favorable
but if not, I don't mind.
God knows what's best for me.

ahh~ I should start watching new drama to ease my worries.

but I think anime would be a good idea.