Solitude Illness

I don't want, you said "Don't care about, anyone"
 because I can't be a "anyone"
 I was buried at Sea of Lies named Honesty


Gnawing nail while sleep
I'm alone now
I was been separated from systems

I'm alone
Always alone
The future alone

I want to be with someone
I wanna be needed me someone
I'm "inside out"

I have a hole opened up in my heart
A hole is deep, and falling
I feel that

Today alone
and, yesterday alone
and, is it tomorrow?

If today alone, tomorrow will be the same


Sometimes, I called your name in a night
 I take your hand, I was your lover
 but, just now, faraway