Last Friday, after I came back to home, I talked to him again. To tell the truth, when I was in school, he called to me and he begged to me about relationship wiz him again. I hadnt said exact sentence about my mind, so he tried to hooked me again.. He said "plz plz, plz back to me, now I have confident to make u happy forever and not to cry, and I'll never be mad to u. I can't live without u....so plz..." like that. But I said to him obviously, "I understand ur mind, but as u know, now I have a lover. And I really love him. I..I can't stop to love him. I'm sorry, but this is my answer." he said" okay, okay, I'll try to not love u. But can I call u again on Skype after u back to ur home?" "okay, I got it."
the reason why I wrote like that . After coming back to home, we started to talking. We talked about a lot of thing such as the place we went together, the things we gave each other etc. it was over 1hour, and we couldnt stop crying each other. Also he told "I think I'll never have a girlfriend except 4 u." I was really confused about this word cause i was grad to hear that, but it's heavy!!haha anyway he cried too much than I thought. It makes me excuse, but this is real situation...
Even now I sometimes cry because of the letter from him and many pictures. Also I'm bad girl cause I have an excellent boyfriend, even though I sometimes send a message to him.. Should I stop to send it? Of course I think so, but I can't.. I'm such a crappy girl:_(
But im such a lucky girl cause i met to him! I'm grad to meet him, I'm sure. Thank you everything...u have done 4 me, a lot of word u gave me. I hope u can find a new girl...;) <3
ARIGATOU;)
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