I have many things not to do.
First, my English skill is poor. This problem comes to be more serious.
Some of my college friends were going to go abroad to study medicine in some countries but they can't go there because of terrors which occurred in Paris.
I'm sorry for that...they study English OSCE for long times. They must have sacrificed their lots of times. To study medicine in foreign country is very valuable experience.If I have a language skills and have zeal to go abroad, I must have been there.
What makes me so chicken-hearted? Why am I so coward?
My language skill even a Japanese is poor gradually why?
Am I a depression?
Psychiatric patient me?
Or I may be a Alzheimer disease.