A CONFESSION

I RED EX-BOYFRIEND'S BLOG.

HE WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER GIRL WHEN WE WARE TOGETHER.

I WAS SHOCKED. BUT I KNEW IT SOMEHERE IN A PART OF MY HEART.

THE FACT IS THE PAST.

THE PAST IS THE PAST.

THE TIME WILL NOT COME BACK FOREVER.

WE WASTED THE TIME EACH OTHER AT THE TIME.

TO HID TRUE FEELINGS, TO BE SCARED TELLING TRUTH.

BUT I DID NOT CARE FOR IT.

BECAUSE WHAT TO LIKE SOMEONE IS FREEDOM.

I CANNOT FORCE SOMEONE WHO LOVES OTHER GIRLS TO LOVE ME.

ABOUT ONE WAY OF LOVE IS NOTHING TO DO FOR ME.

I AM NOT MADDENING.

I JUST ACCEPT IT SILENTLY....

Liars

I am a liar.

When I face to what bothering, I did not say anything.

It is because that I do not want to be involved into any troubles.

I think that hiding something is also lying.

Everyone has something such as their history.

I believe taht lying is not bad at all.

However, some people make themselves a great person.

It is natural to do for human being.

Everyone wants people to see them good.

On the other hands, it is too much exaggerate showing themselves.

They are living in untrue world. And then showing false personality.

All lies are kept forevre, until dying by liars. Their lies become true.

Their untrue life will be a true one.

Which life is happy you feel and you want?

I want to be smart.

what is smart for me?

It is making stories, showing it to the poeple and making them impression.

In other word, hiding my emotion what I want, Next, think only situations around myself for profits like everyting to be good.

For that, I do not say anything too much.

The reason why I hide my opinion is taht I do not want people around me to criticize.

Nevertheless, I want some people to pey attention to me.

There are many inconsistency in any case in my mind.

I will live in real world keeping to lie a little by little a case by case.