Being a fan of the Japanese idol group Sakura Gakuin is no easy task. Many fans who have heard of my name assume they know a lot about me, but actually they do not. They have absolutely no clue as to what I go through every day. They do not understand my problems, both personal and health-related. It’s not that that I make all my problems clear to everybody (and honestly, I don‘t want people to know about all my problems since some of them are very personal), but they think I am just like them, and I am not. Those who think that they know me do not. If you are arrogant enough to think you know all about me, you are very, very wrong !
I have had to put up with a lot of crap from so-called fans of Sakura Gakuin. When I made the humungous mistake of using the alias Doki Doki Morning I was asked to be friends with a lot of fans of what was then Sakura Gakuin’s subunit BABYMETAL. They assumed (and this was my fault) that I was a huge BABYMETAL fan myself. Actually, as I have made extremely clear to people who follow me, I am a huge Miyoshi Ayaka fan. I simply chose the Doki Doki Morning moniker as a way of having a unique user name on the internet. At first I thought it was okay to be friends with these people. And it was, for a while. But soon the annoying qualities of these people stood out. I asked them if they liked Sakura Gakuin or just BABYMETAL, and they said to me, “Just BABYMETAL.” They had no intention at all to listen to Sakura Gakuin. I was then asked a lot of BABYMETAL questions since people assumed I had something to do with them. I had to explain that I didn’t over and over. When I uploaded videos to my YouTube channels for Sakura Gakuin, I got a lot of comments along the lines of “I love Suzuka, Yui and Moa, but I don’t like the other girls.” Or “I love Muto Ayami, but those other girls are annoying!” I even read some comments from people who directly said that they hated my favorite member Miyoshi Ayaka. I ended up deleting these comments and blocking these people. I was even asked to subscribe to certain YouTube channels from BABYMETAL fans. One time I was asked to subscribe to a channel from two girls who said they loved BABYMETAL, but when they uploaded videos themselves, all of these videos were very bad original rap songs performed by these girls. I finally unsubscribed from their channel and blocked them so they couldn’t post any more comments on mine.
Meanwhile on Facebook, I had created a fan group for Sakura Gakuin. Several friends and other people had joined. Unfortunately one girl had started off as a friend and soon became rather annoying. She would constantly re-upload the same photos of Muto Ayami after I told her not to do this on a few occasions. She was also sharing things in my group that had nothing to do with Sakura Gakuin. Worse, she had a partner-in-crime who was helping her. I eventually kicked her out of my group. She went ahead and created her own Sakura Gakuin fan group with a similar name to mine. All of the photos in her Sakura Gakuin group were stolen from my group, and her friend who I hadn’t kicked out was helping her by adding the photos to her fan group that I was uploading to mine. When I called her out about this she argued with me for the longest time. (I stopped posting comments, although she perpetuated the argument further by sending me more messages.) She constantly insulted Ayaka and insisted that Ayami was so much better. When I pointed out that Ayaka had made more TV dramas than Ayami and Ayaka had even won an award for a film she made, this just seemed to infuriate her more. Eventually she blocked me. Eventually I also had to kick out her friend from my fan group so the photos I was uploading wouldn’t be stolen by either of them. This did not stop Ayami’s most obnoxious fan from creating a fake identity on Facebook so she could rejoin my fan group to steal more photos. Once I caught on I kicked her out again.
Flash forward to a more recent time, but still on Facebook. The most obnoxious Ayami fan I had ever met gained some major competition. This time it was a male fan. I was getting updates from a Sakura Gakuin fan page on Facebook, including updates for former Sakura Gakuin members. I’d post some adoring comments regarding Miyoshi Ayaka whenever there was an update for her. And apparently this was the trigger for some person to post a response to my comments each and every time. These comments were something like, “Who cares what you think?” Worse, he would always say something insulting about Ayaka. I have no idea why he started doing this. Suddenly one day I couldn’t post a comment on the Sakura Gakuin fan page without some insulting response from this guy. So I had to block him too. Before I blocked him I took notice of his Facebook wall. He was clearly a fan of Muto Ayami. There was no indication that he liked Sakura Gakuin or any other member or former member of Sakura Gakuin. Once again, I had a problem getting along with an Ayami fan. I reported my problems with this guy to the administrator of the page. I asked if this person could be banned from the page. I was told that just because he was annoying one person (me) that he would not be banned. Apparently it’s okay to be a troll and extremely annoying, as long as you are doing it to just one person and not several people. So I “un-liked” the Sakura Gakuin fan page.
I have also had problems getting along with Sakura Gakuin and BABYMETAL fans on Hello! Online. Now I will admit that sometimes I have a knee-jerk reaction to something and then realize that I shouldn’t have typed a certain comment. Usually I apologize afterwards. This is more than I can say for many of Muto Ayami’s and BABYMETAL’s fans. They seem to think that it is okay to be rude and insulting, and because their favorite singer(s) are more popular than mine, they can get away with this behavior. They have friends who will support them and their rudeness, while I have no one that I can call a friend who supports Ayaka. So if people think I have a bad attitude or that I’m selfish, passive aggressive or something else, then you go ahead and feel this way. There is nothing I can do about how a person feels or thinks. I have done my absolute best to be patient and keep my sense of humor. Some of you, especially Muto Ayami’s and BABYMETAL’s fans, have made it utterly impossible for me to get along with you. In many cases it is your fault that we are not getting along. I have done all that I can do.
I have had to put up with a lot of crap from so-called fans of Sakura Gakuin. When I made the humungous mistake of using the alias Doki Doki Morning I was asked to be friends with a lot of fans of what was then Sakura Gakuin’s subunit BABYMETAL. They assumed (and this was my fault) that I was a huge BABYMETAL fan myself. Actually, as I have made extremely clear to people who follow me, I am a huge Miyoshi Ayaka fan. I simply chose the Doki Doki Morning moniker as a way of having a unique user name on the internet. At first I thought it was okay to be friends with these people. And it was, for a while. But soon the annoying qualities of these people stood out. I asked them if they liked Sakura Gakuin or just BABYMETAL, and they said to me, “Just BABYMETAL.” They had no intention at all to listen to Sakura Gakuin. I was then asked a lot of BABYMETAL questions since people assumed I had something to do with them. I had to explain that I didn’t over and over. When I uploaded videos to my YouTube channels for Sakura Gakuin, I got a lot of comments along the lines of “I love Suzuka, Yui and Moa, but I don’t like the other girls.” Or “I love Muto Ayami, but those other girls are annoying!” I even read some comments from people who directly said that they hated my favorite member Miyoshi Ayaka. I ended up deleting these comments and blocking these people. I was even asked to subscribe to certain YouTube channels from BABYMETAL fans. One time I was asked to subscribe to a channel from two girls who said they loved BABYMETAL, but when they uploaded videos themselves, all of these videos were very bad original rap songs performed by these girls. I finally unsubscribed from their channel and blocked them so they couldn’t post any more comments on mine.
Meanwhile on Facebook, I had created a fan group for Sakura Gakuin. Several friends and other people had joined. Unfortunately one girl had started off as a friend and soon became rather annoying. She would constantly re-upload the same photos of Muto Ayami after I told her not to do this on a few occasions. She was also sharing things in my group that had nothing to do with Sakura Gakuin. Worse, she had a partner-in-crime who was helping her. I eventually kicked her out of my group. She went ahead and created her own Sakura Gakuin fan group with a similar name to mine. All of the photos in her Sakura Gakuin group were stolen from my group, and her friend who I hadn’t kicked out was helping her by adding the photos to her fan group that I was uploading to mine. When I called her out about this she argued with me for the longest time. (I stopped posting comments, although she perpetuated the argument further by sending me more messages.) She constantly insulted Ayaka and insisted that Ayami was so much better. When I pointed out that Ayaka had made more TV dramas than Ayami and Ayaka had even won an award for a film she made, this just seemed to infuriate her more. Eventually she blocked me. Eventually I also had to kick out her friend from my fan group so the photos I was uploading wouldn’t be stolen by either of them. This did not stop Ayami’s most obnoxious fan from creating a fake identity on Facebook so she could rejoin my fan group to steal more photos. Once I caught on I kicked her out again.
Flash forward to a more recent time, but still on Facebook. The most obnoxious Ayami fan I had ever met gained some major competition. This time it was a male fan. I was getting updates from a Sakura Gakuin fan page on Facebook, including updates for former Sakura Gakuin members. I’d post some adoring comments regarding Miyoshi Ayaka whenever there was an update for her. And apparently this was the trigger for some person to post a response to my comments each and every time. These comments were something like, “Who cares what you think?” Worse, he would always say something insulting about Ayaka. I have no idea why he started doing this. Suddenly one day I couldn’t post a comment on the Sakura Gakuin fan page without some insulting response from this guy. So I had to block him too. Before I blocked him I took notice of his Facebook wall. He was clearly a fan of Muto Ayami. There was no indication that he liked Sakura Gakuin or any other member or former member of Sakura Gakuin. Once again, I had a problem getting along with an Ayami fan. I reported my problems with this guy to the administrator of the page. I asked if this person could be banned from the page. I was told that just because he was annoying one person (me) that he would not be banned. Apparently it’s okay to be a troll and extremely annoying, as long as you are doing it to just one person and not several people. So I “un-liked” the Sakura Gakuin fan page.
I have also had problems getting along with Sakura Gakuin and BABYMETAL fans on Hello! Online. Now I will admit that sometimes I have a knee-jerk reaction to something and then realize that I shouldn’t have typed a certain comment. Usually I apologize afterwards. This is more than I can say for many of Muto Ayami’s and BABYMETAL’s fans. They seem to think that it is okay to be rude and insulting, and because their favorite singer(s) are more popular than mine, they can get away with this behavior. They have friends who will support them and their rudeness, while I have no one that I can call a friend who supports Ayaka. So if people think I have a bad attitude or that I’m selfish, passive aggressive or something else, then you go ahead and feel this way. There is nothing I can do about how a person feels or thinks. I have done my absolute best to be patient and keep my sense of humor. Some of you, especially Muto Ayami’s and BABYMETAL’s fans, have made it utterly impossible for me to get along with you. In many cases it is your fault that we are not getting along. I have done all that I can do.