Using English to write this blog is also a challenge to me. But of course, it would be much easier than using Japanese.
The most difficult part should be that I don't know what to write. I am stressed, but why?
I don't know.
How to relieve that?
I don't know.
Should I quit?
[X] told me that I had to learn, learn how to overcome the difficulties, learn how to deal with mistakes, learn to release myself from mistakes.
Another way out is to leave this area?
I can choose not to do those difficult tasks, not to deal with mistakes of others. Do what I can easily handle.
My mental capacity does not allow me to do so much
I am a pigpig